``feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
``hahahafeezaa(:
blahh blahh blahh.
08aug93 is my very first cry.
ThreeSix ; Four--Six.
finally finished her Os. yay (?)
currently lost & dk what to do during the holidays.
cheerful (?) and very open-minded ;D
can be funny and very dumb at times.
doesn't update much ;D
hahahs.
i love FOOD! hahahas.
sports.
all sorts of entertainment (:
my family (:
my friends around me.
my BELOVED boifyy : muhammad fhazrin♥
Edited : Qing(:
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Halissa (:
Fhazrin ♥
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Cheer Up Baby(:
Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 10:20 PM
I'm no Angel,,but I'm a fantastic clown with Awesome Jokes that can make you smile(:
Come on Baby,,its not gonna be worse than this!
I'm always here with you!
Although i'm a Jerk sometimes,, but thats still okay!
Smile will ya(:
Even a smiley knows how to smile,,
Why cant my wife be as happy as that and Smile?
Everything is Temporary baby, live with it and life will be wonderful as ever(:
If i were to go somewhere, i'll always be back just for you(:
I would want to be with you EVERYTIME!
Every single time u get moody, i knew this was going to happen.
Eventhough my tolerance is HIGH, sometimes it might just turn loose and i'll get Crazy.
I know you hid the meaning for all this, but i feel rather bad for being able to fulfill it right now.
Ask yourself, who wouldnt want to spend time with their own GF?!?!
See,, its all going to be over in a matter of time.
Support me like how supportive u were for me everytime.
I understand sometimes i couldnt catch the message u were trying to convey.
But now i realise i need to go for UNDERSTANDING COURSE INSTEAD!
I'm Sorry for making such a fuss on such trivial matter.
You know I Love You, You know I You You You(:
*HUGS*
Just For You Baby,,
A smile for you when you are sad,
Because I love you So much, and dont want you to feel bad.
So whenever your lonely or just feeling glum,
Remember this poem, and smile for everyone,
Then remember my love, and never let it go,
Never forget how much I love you, Because one day you'll know,
That from the bottom of my heart you are everything to me,
And warm in my arms is where I want you to be(:
fhaazLOVESfeeza(:
Labels: cheer up up ;D
=(
11:41 AM
Happy Birthday Grandmama !
(woooo )
(woooo )
i only want to spend my
freaking holidays with you.
that's all.
but i don't think i will
be able to do that.
=(
wooo.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 7:56 PM
wooo ,, hello earthlings. i'm bored. wooo.
anywayy ,, Os is overr. finally. wooo.
idk what to do with all my wkshts and books. burn them ? woo. haha.
and i seriously dk what to do now.
go work ? haha.
go exercise ? haha.
go out ? haha.
go die ? haha. wooo.
okayy ,, change topic.
suddenly i miss yaya soo much. idk why. maybe cause it's been a long time since i last saw her. i miss having fun with her. i miss making her cry. i miss irritating her. i miss everything i did with her. now all i'm left with are her pictures and videos of her =(( there's nth i can do to bring her bck.
kay la ,, till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz.
woooo.
fuck.
Thursday, August 27, 2009, 5:53 PM
I am so Fuckingly disappointed with my prelims & malay o'level results.No more Fucking around.
I will do my Fucking best for my O's.
No more Fucking rest eventhough i'm so Fucking tired.
I will not give up until the Fucking end.
No more Fucking excuses.
Fuckingly done by,
hafeeza.
random joke.
4:56 PM
A young boy asks his father, "Dad, is it OK for us guys to notice all the different kind of boobs?"Surprised, the father answers, "Well, sure son, we wouldn't be normal if we didn't. There are all kinds of breasts depending on a woman's age.
In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions."
"Onions, Dad?"
"Yeah, you see them and they make you cry."
Not to be outdone, his sister asks her mother, "Mom, how many kind of weenies are there?"
The mother, delighted to have equal time, answers, "Well, daughter, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, a man's weenie is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree."
"A Christmas tree?"
"Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only."
Sorry.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009, 8:17 PM
First of all,, thnks to fhaaz for the belated birthday bash(: appreciate it alot alot(:And millions of thnks to sarah for cleaning me up aft the bash,, cleaning my shoe, socks and uniform,, and vaccuuming my school bag to get rid of the flour(:
LOVE YOU PPL ;D
Labels: Dumb move.
dot dot.
Sunday, August 09, 2009, 9:08 PM
hello ppl (:
i'm officially 16 now(: hahahahs ;D yay ?!
since i have nothing muchh to do ,, i decided to update my blogg(:
first of all ,, millions of thanks to those ppl for the birthday wishes(:
appreciate it allots ;D
and to my only one Haabs ,, THANK YOU SUPER MUCH for EVERYTHING !!
- the presents.
- the speech.
- the wishes.
- the posts.
- the kisses.
Cause without You ,, it's like Chicken Chop without the Chicken (: hahahahahahs !
and Bilions of thanks to my MAMA ,, for waking up early in the morning today ,,
just to cook for my mini birthday celebration(:
and thanks to YAYA ,, for singing the birthday song for me alot alot of times(:
in short ,, thnks everybodehh ;D
kkayy ,, enuff of appreciations(:
actually i wanted to make this post longer.
but since idk what to say ,, i guess i'll end here then(:
feezaLOVESfhaaz[:
soo muchh!
Labels: cheer up up ;D
Birthday Lady
Saturday, August 08, 2009, 12:00 AM
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Nur Hafeeza(:
Happy Birthday To You!(:
Happy 16th Birthday My Dearly Beloved Hunny(:
You're now 16 years young(: (since u're always young)
A year older than what you are Yesterday(:
Just to tell you, I hope this will at least gives a Wide Smile on your face(:
To show that I will alwaes Love You and You will always be loved by me(:
Enjoy your DAY!!(:
Today will only come and go,, And its only once in a Lifetime before ur 17th B'day(:
Have Fun alright my Dear, Before the Clock's struck Twelve O'clock!!(:
And I appreciate the ways you Tried to Cheer me up(:
Thank You Dear[=
A kiss is just a kiss Till I
find someone Extraordinary,
A hug is just a hug Till you find
the one that I am always thinking of,
A dream is just a Dream,
that i hope will come true(:
Love is just a Word that you
will always heard from me(:
With Love,
Muhammad Fhazrin,,
Labels: Happy Birthday Syg(:
abc.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009, 4:13 PM
ahem3.
I really really have nothing to blog about but i'll try (:
2 more papers and the prelims are over ! Yay yay ! Haha. Somehow this is the first time I really studied for my exams. Usually all I did was merely flipping the book ,, memorizing stuffs that I don’t really understand ;D haha. But for this Prelim,, I did my best for every paper ,, except for amaths[: was dumb enough to drink 2 cans of red bull on Sunday ,, stayed up till 3 am in the morn to study for the amaths and bio paper. Had the amaths paper 2 today ,, it was okay but I didn’t study for it. Wasted siol -_- and and I slept two times during the paper but got style one you knw ,, head on the table but with the pen on my hand(: haha. So now I'm left with bio and chem paper 1. Kay la kay la ,, enuff of Prelims.
And ohh ,, dearr fhaaz,, dun be too sad la yer(: he'll be okay(:
I'll always be here for you ,, as promised(:
Actually I wanted to console you but idk what to say and what to do =[ Fyi ,, I really really suck at consoling ppl =x all I knw is to make ppl laugh(: haha. Furthermore,, I have no experience of losing anyone that’s close to me. So dun sad sad too much la yer[: you sad , later I sad you knw.
kay la kay la ,, till here then. nothing much to say(:
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
*for eternity and beyond(:
hahs.
Labels: smile ;D
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 3:48 PM
i'm super bored[:50 Questions.
01. Who was your last text from? : fhaaz.
02. Where was your default picture taken? if msn - mrt.
03. Your relationship status? : attached.
04. Have you ever lost a close friend? yea.
05. What is your current mood? moodless.
06. How many siblings do you have? one.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? halissa.
08. Where do you wish you were right now? : beside fhaaz[:
09. Have a crazy side? : haha , duh[:
10. Ever had a near death experience? : yea , almost hit by a car.
11. Something you do a lot? : stone[:
12. Angry at anyone? : i don't think so.
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like? : don't have lehh.
14. When was the last time you cried? : last month ?
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? : yeayea.
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep? : hoping to have a dream that made sense.
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? : fhaaz.
18. What is your favorite song? : not meant to be - theory of a deadman.
19. What are you doing right now? : answering this thing.
20. Who do you trust right now? : friends & family uhh.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? : idkk.
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week? : yeayea.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you? : syahirah.
24. Describe your life in one word? : BORING!
25. Who are you thinking of right now? fhaaz[:
26. What should you be doing right now? : doing my english esssay -_-
27. What are you listening to? : kiss a girl - keith urban.
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? : fhaaz.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? : mama.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like? : also don't have.
31. What is your natural hair color? black.
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh? : lil'sis.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad? : mama's friend.
34. What do you hear? : the concert in my tummy[:
35. Is your hair curly or straight? : neither , its wire-d ;D
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? : hah , nono.
37. Do you have a best friend? : i don't think soo.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? : yeayea.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? : yeayea(:
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? : no noo.
41. Are you happy with life right now? : okkay luhh.
42. Are you currently jealous? : no noo.
43. What jewelery are you currently wearing? : necklace.
44. What were you doing on friday night? : i don't remember =x
45. Have you ever had your heart broken? : no noo.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? : yeayea.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? : myself ?
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? : high fever 42+ degree celcius, bad headache, felt like dying.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why? : 1am ; study studyy.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? : yeayea.
Labels: boredd.
essay.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 10:09 PM
this is the 1000 werd essay that you wanted. but it exceeded the werd count. =D
A year has passed and nothing has changed since the day you poured your love on me, or to be more specific, the day you held my hands(: You are my very First True Love[: To be honest, the previous relationships that I had were simply Bull Shit! ;D Nothing fascinates me. Our Love is a Love like No Other and it is simply Out Of the World. I have never loved anyone like how I loved you and I have never felt the most heart-warming love before until I was loved by you[: .
The Love bond that is found between us is not the one that could be broken by absence, distance or time. After all the sweet memories that we had and after going through the rough times together, it would be impossible for me to live my life without you. Living in a world without my source of strength, hope and joy would be definitely impossible.
Seriously, I never thought that I would have a Guy like you to exist in my life, a guy that has always believed in me and has never stopped showing your love for me. Frankly speaking, you can be Super Duper Irritating at certain times. You can be so irritating that I feel like giving you a one tight slap just to shut you up. But if Muhammad Fhazrin is not Irritating, it’s just not him[:
Despite that, those irritating Love Stuffs never fails to make me laugh or smile. Apart from Oxygen, I have never needed anything or anyone else more than I need you now. You should have known by now that I really Need your nonsensical nonsense; the weirdest basic necessity that I will ever need, to help me brighten up my dull and monotonous day.
I love it when my fingers are entangled in yours & when you put your lips on mine, it makes me feel like nothing could ever go wrong and I’m completely safe with you[: Being with you, makes me a different and better person. Like what you have said, I’m a violent little girl. Haha. I would like to apologize if my pinching made your body black and blue. It’s a rare gift from me to you, which I called it “My Sign of Love”, since I don’t do it to other guys[:
Like some people say, “Find someone that can make you smile and don’t ever give up on them” and “Never give up on someone you can’t go a day without thinking about”. Well, I’ve found you and I will never ever give up on you. It’s a promise[:
Another thing that I Love about you is that you always make me feel Rare, like there is no other girl that is better than me and that is more suitable for you. I have never thought that I would have a feeling like this as every single day when I look into the mirror, I only see a typical ordinary girl.
The sweet memories we had together since that particular day, are still fresh in my mind, even though I might not remember every single detail. I may have not told you exactly on what makes me love you so it's for me to know and there's no need for you to find out[:
Every single second that we spent together, especially at those beaches, will never ever leave my mind[: I will always treasure those precious moments deep inside my heart. Those heart warming experiences I had with you are so Extraordinary and Inexpressible[: or maybe because I just could not put them in words.
You have always been so patient to me and you were always there for me, especially when I needed a shoulder to cry on. And yes, I’ve told you before that I want to share my ups and downs with you but I just can’t help it. I would rather keep those stuffs to myself. I know I made you feel like a dumb fool, not knowing what happened that made those tears roll down my cheeks. Just to let you know, I hate making this promise to you; the “not to say nothing when something happened” promise, cause I know I will break this particular promise. Apart from this one, I will never break other promises[: This is another promise[:
As I will always belong to you, so you will always be mine. [: I really do want you the way you wanted me – forever. Only You are the Guardian of my heart[:
Just to let you know, I miss you every single day! There’s always a time in the day when I caught myself either daydreaming about you or stoning but with you on my mind[: Haha. To be honest, I really do miss the times we spent together at the beaches and the dates we had. I miss the times when you called me and chatted with me till late at night. Even my sister also says that she misses my smile when you talked to me on the phone[: But now I will have to concentrate on my studies first and nothing else, so as you. But this misery will end after the GCE O’levels right?
Even though when there are times that we did not see each other that often and did not express our love for each other for a long period of time, I will still hold you close in my heart, forever[:
I’m Here For You , I Love You , I Have Always Loved You , I Will Always Love You and I Will Never Stop Loving You[:
Only you could be more important that what I wanted and what I needed, nothing else[:
Despite whatever that might happen in the future, your true love will never ever fade away from my heart, not a tiny single bit. Kite Yang merancang, Allah Yang Menentukan (:
Oh yea, I almost forgot about this one.
Happy 15th Month Anniversary Hubs[:
Done by Your Love;
Hahahafeezaa[:
Labels: every word counts.
Sunday, June 28, 2009, 8:18 PM
hheyyheyy [:
here to bloga tiny bit.
firstly, i miss fhaaz[: hahs.
blahblahblah.
secondly, spent my last two days of holiday at my aunt's house in punggol, to celebrate my lil'cuzz 4th birthday. basically, we ate ; laughed ; gossiped ; karaoke-ed ; ate ; watched horror movie. had fun[:
blahblahblah.
thirdly, was watching tv then baba changed to espn. it was the track competition ; 100m race. hahaha. rmmbered the days when i used to be a part of uss track team. hahaha.
i miss going to the trainings with mdm siti / coach harry or even worse , both.
i miss running around the stadium [:
i miss running with my spikes on.
i miss the times when we always cheat during the outside run and pretending to run at the end [: haha.
i miss watching the juniors run around the stadium like idiots.
i miss running with my track buddies.
i miss lepak-ing with them aft every training.
i miss going to the competitions.
i miss getting last / second last for all of the races [: hahaha.
lastly, i don't want to go to school tomorrow! mcm baru smlm jek holiday baru start =(
a month has passed and i still have not started my revisions proper! =.=
but on the-not-so-bright side, i still have arnd 29 mre days to Prelim ;D haha.
kayla , till here then[:
feezaLOVESfhaazSOMUCH ;DD
Labels: unmotivated.
Sunday, June 21, 2009, 12:00 AM
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY BABA [:
you are a dad ;
- the funniest daddy in the uniberse ;D
- who watches the tv with your eyes closed most of the time. [:
- who' will be the first one to be mad at me for coming back home late.
- who never minds wasting your hard earn money on your family , especially your two daughters.
- has never laid your hands on me whenever i did anything wrong.
- who has never reprimanded me when my results were like shit.
- who always encourages me to study hard and work harder in the future.
there are still many things that i would like to stay but i just couldn't put them into words[:
it has been ages since i tell you this ,
I LOVE YOU BABA [:
*for every single thing that you have done for us (:
special post[:
Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 10:28 PM
50 reasons why I LOVE YOU [: ;
1. because you love me, i love you back [:
2. because i want to [:
3. you make me feel special.
4. you make me feel rare.
5. you make me feel loved.
6. you love me for who i am.
7. you still love me eventhough i'm no way near perfect & full of imperfections.
8. you're all i've ever dreamed of.
9. you're all i've ever need in my dull life , to make it more colourful.
10. you're my perfect drug , which i am addicted to.
11. you're the funniest human being i've ever met [:
12. you're the only guy that's seriously super duper full of nonsense.
13. you always know how to make me feel better when i'm feeling down.
14. you're always there for me whenever i needed you.
15. you never fail to give me any kind of advice when i needed them.
16. i knw i can count on you to share all of my ups and downs.
17. you're the one that holds me tightly when i need to cry.
18. the one that always tries your best to stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks.
19. your nonsense that's super nonsensical , never fails to make me laugh/smile.
20. you can make me laugh for absolutely no reason at all.
21. you're soo huggable, really , not like me [:
22. the kisses you give me are soo mesmerizing.
23. the way you hug me ; it's so warm , like the warmth of the sun.
24. you somehow turned me into a better person.
25. you're the one that gives me the semangat to throw most of my bad habits away.
26. you always care for me.
27. you always make time to help me with my amaths homework eventhough it cracks your brain most of the time.
28. you proved to me that you're much much better than the other guys out there.
29. you're the only guy that's brave enough to face mama. ;P
30. the way you text me always makes me melt.
31. you're my sugar ; addictive yet healthy.
32. you bring joy to my life every single day.
33. cause you came into my life and chose not to leave since then.
34. you have taught me valuable lessons & made me learn from my past mistakes.
35. you complete my life. [:
36. you give me the courage to be the real me.
38. you're the only one that can make my imagination go wild. [:
39. you empower me & expected great things.
40. you give me the confidence & strength to do well in everything i do.
41. when i feel like giving up , you'll always give me the strength to pull through.
42. you never let me down.
43. you never break your promises.
44. you're the reason why i am ME [:
45. you're the reason why i go Cuckooo ;D
46. you're the reason why i daydream most of the time. [:
47. you're the reason why my heart beats super fast. [:
48. you're the reason why i cannot stop smiling whenever i'm with you. [:
49. cause you're my One And Only Beloved Boyfriend[:
50. cause you're my One And Only HUBBY[:
1. because you love me, i love you back [:
2. because i want to [:
3. you make me feel special.
4. you make me feel rare.
5. you make me feel loved.
6. you love me for who i am.
7. you still love me eventhough i'm no way near perfect & full of imperfections.
8. you're all i've ever dreamed of.
9. you're all i've ever need in my dull life , to make it more colourful.
10. you're my perfect drug , which i am addicted to.
11. you're the funniest human being i've ever met [:
12. you're the only guy that's seriously super duper full of nonsense.
13. you always know how to make me feel better when i'm feeling down.
14. you're always there for me whenever i needed you.
15. you never fail to give me any kind of advice when i needed them.
16. i knw i can count on you to share all of my ups and downs.
17. you're the one that holds me tightly when i need to cry.
18. the one that always tries your best to stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks.
19. your nonsense that's super nonsensical , never fails to make me laugh/smile.
20. you can make me laugh for absolutely no reason at all.
21. you're soo huggable, really , not like me [:
22. the kisses you give me are soo mesmerizing.
23. the way you hug me ; it's so warm , like the warmth of the sun.
24. you somehow turned me into a better person.
25. you're the one that gives me the semangat to throw most of my bad habits away.
26. you always care for me.
27. you always make time to help me with my amaths homework eventhough it cracks your brain most of the time.
28. you proved to me that you're much much better than the other guys out there.
29. you're the only guy that's brave enough to face mama. ;P
30. the way you text me always makes me melt.
31. you're my sugar ; addictive yet healthy.
32. you bring joy to my life every single day.
33. cause you came into my life and chose not to leave since then.
34. you have taught me valuable lessons & made me learn from my past mistakes.
35. you complete my life. [:
36. you give me the courage to be the real me.
38. you're the only one that can make my imagination go wild. [:
39. you empower me & expected great things.
40. you give me the confidence & strength to do well in everything i do.
41. when i feel like giving up , you'll always give me the strength to pull through.
42. you never let me down.
43. you never break your promises.
44. you're the reason why i am ME [:
45. you're the reason why i go Cuckooo ;D
46. you're the reason why i daydream most of the time. [:
47. you're the reason why my heart beats super fast. [:
48. you're the reason why i cannot stop smiling whenever i'm with you. [:
49. cause you're my One And Only Beloved Boyfriend[:
50. cause you're my One And Only HUBBY[:
Akan kuserah cinta abadi
Menyerlah sinar malam sepimu
Akan kubawa kau mengembara
Akan kubawa kau mengembara
Menerokai alam asmara
Mengubu kota Cinta kita
Genggam erat janjiku
Sematkan di dalam hatimu
semooga cinta makin mekar
Mengharumkan hidupmu <3
Labels: i love you muhammad fhaazrin [:
Monday, June 15, 2009, 11:59 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009, 3:30 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009, 1:01 AM
love[:
Friday, June 12, 2009, 7:21 PM
my definition of love :
is when you think about someone else more times in a day than you think about yourself.
every time we meet , the picture of Love is complete.
and every time we touch , the feeling is too much.
you're all i ever need in my life ;
you're the only one who has opened my heart and showed me what true love is.
you're the only one whom i gave my heart to.
you're the only one who knows and understands me inside out.
you're the only one who knows what i was going to say even before i open my mouth.
you're the only one who can make me smile or laugh with jokes that doesn't even make sense.
you're the only one who never fails to light up this little flame inside my heart, whenever our eyes meet.
you're the only one who has the ability to make me melt , with a kiss , a hug or just with words of Love[:
you're the only one whom i can miss at random times of the day or night, without any particular reason.
when it rains , we don't see the sun but it's there.
it's similar to how we have been , we may not see each other often.
but we will always be there for one another(:
& i finally got my past , present and future tenses correct today ;
I Loved You , I Love You and I Will Love You Forever(:
*feezaLOVESfhaaz[:
Labels: the puzzle of my heart[:
Thursday, June 04, 2009, 9:47 PM
thinking of you is what brings a smile on my face.
dreaming of you is what makes my heart race.
looking into your eyes makes me fall in love with you even more.
but simply being with you is what i live for [:
Wednesday, June 03, 2009, 10:24 PM
pujaan hatikuu ♥♥ [:heyheys, will update a lil bit onlyy(:
ahem3..
you and i are connected ,
in a way that goes beyond romance , beyond friendship , beyond what we've ever had before.
it has defied time and distance.
it also has made changes in ourselves and in our lives.
it has defied every explanation,
except one , pure and simply , we're soulmates(:
i can't explain , i just feel it.
it's in the way my spirits lift , whenever we talk.
it's in the delight i feel when we laugh at exactly the same things.
when i'm with you ,
it's like a tiny piece of the universe shifts into place,
a place where it's supposed to be but it's totally fine with the world.
these things and so many more have made me understand that this is a once in a lifetime connection.
a connection that could only exist between you and me[: ♥
kau lah satu aku rindu.
hanya itu yang harus kau tahu
apa yg trsirat di isi hatiku.
aku tk malu utk mengaku rasa
rinduku kepadamu.
biar kau tahu kejujuran hatiku,
keikhlasan darikuu[:
Labels: ku cinta kamu[:
Sunday, May 31, 2009, 5:36 PM
to whom it may concern : (my idiotic stalker)
hah , stalk all you want. i don't give a damn. Bitches like you aren't worth my time.
i know you have nothing better to do so i cannot stop you from stalking my blog. it would be a pity if i make my blog private cause it looks like it's the only source of entertainment you have. sedihnyerr. oh ya , tkd mase nk tag blog kao tuh. dh bgos tuh fhaaz tk marah , kalao die dh marah , aku rase kao tk hidop lamer. go get a life cause it seems like you don't have one[:
there's no need for me to make bad comments abt you. i will still be here, patiently waiting for your wonderful plans. and ohh , you can blog all you want abt me , idc. if i have some free time , i'll read those comments. and just accept the fact that you look like an indonesian maid. dh cacat , nk cacat lagi and and i'm not saying that i'm perfect.
lastly , have fun stalking me[:
;hafeeza.
hah , stalk all you want. i don't give a damn. Bitches like you aren't worth my time.
i know you have nothing better to do so i cannot stop you from stalking my blog. it would be a pity if i make my blog private cause it looks like it's the only source of entertainment you have. sedihnyerr. oh ya , tkd mase nk tag blog kao tuh. dh bgos tuh fhaaz tk marah , kalao die dh marah , aku rase kao tk hidop lamer. go get a life cause it seems like you don't have one[:
there's no need for me to make bad comments abt you. i will still be here, patiently waiting for your wonderful plans. and ohh , you can blog all you want abt me , idc. if i have some free time , i'll read those comments. and just accept the fact that you look like an indonesian maid. dh cacat , nk cacat lagi and and i'm not saying that i'm perfect.
lastly , have fun stalking me[:
;hafeeza.
Labels: bullshit.
Friday, May 29, 2009, 7:34 PM
" ROFL ! When bloghopping and I view Feeza's (yang muke sememek tu) blog and it was so damn NOT interesting cause she only post a picture if not, a damn fcuking short post.I hope she is viewing this post or betterstill, her loved one will also see this post but I don't think so cause I put my blog link over at her blog and nobody viewed it. " : adapted fromhttp://www.flytothe-moon.blogspot.com/
asshole betol. this fucking idiot has been talking behind my back and don't think that i'm dumb enough not to know that it was you. jgn nk kutok org nye muke sememek ah sial. kao cermin siket muke kao tuh! muke cm pompan sialan mane nk step lawa. pegii dahh. hhakkk-tuii!! ingt blog kao interesting nah la tu? cheebyee betol.
Labels: go to hell larh idiot.
3:53 PM
sorry , tadi mood kite tk tentu.
aleh2 mood cm siol.
sorry!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 7:53 PM
WHAT WAS YOUR:1. Last beverage: iced plain water.
2. Last phone call: my lil' sis.
3. Last text message: izra.
4. Last song you listened to: lie - david cook.
5. Last time you cried: this morning.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yes.
7. Been cheated on: guess not.
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: nope.
10. Been depressed: haha , never.
11. Been drunk and threw up: neverr.
LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12. black.
13. green.
14. grey.
THIS YEAR(2009), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yea.
16. Fallen out of love: errr, noo.
17. Laughed until you cried: hhhmm , yea , last few weeks.
18. Met someone who changed you: idk.
19. Found out who your true friends were: idk, but i think so.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YES.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 3/4 of it.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 shud be enough but since he wants 4 , then 4 [:
24. Do you have any pets: haha , used to , a few hamsters (few years back) but the whole family was murdered by a stray cat and poof! all of them were gone[:
25. Do you want to change your name: No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: did nth much.
27. What time did you wake up today: 0620am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: hibernating ;D
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: o levels to end ! [:
30. Last time you saw your mother: 5 mins ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: hhmm.
32. What are you listening to right now: all i want - staind.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: haha , never.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: this irritating idiot named EARTH.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.
36. What's your real name: nur hafeeza.
37. Nicknames: feeza , stick -_-
38. Relationship Status: attached.
39. Zodiac sign: roosterr.
40. Male or female: female.
41. Elementary: Unity Primary Sch.
42. Middle School: Unity Secondary Sch.
43. High school/college: Not yet.
44. Hair colour: brown black.
45. Long or short: what thing?
46. Height: 1.61m.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: No.
48: What do you like about yourself: nothing.
49. Piercings: yea , 4.
50. Tattoos: nope.
51. Righty or lefty: righty.
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: i don't rmmbr having any surgery.
53. First piercing: when i was a kiddo.
54. First best friend: hahaha!
55. First sport you joined: netball -_-
56. First vacation: jb. haha.
58. First pair of trainers: long long time ago.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Nothing.
61. I'm about to: Type.
62. Listening to: endless love - danny gokey.
63. Waiting on: hhmm.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Yes.
65. Get married: Yeah.
66. Career: haha , still deciding.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms [:
73. Sensitive or loud: loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hhmm?
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: no, duhh.
77. Drank hard liquor: noo.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no, i don't even have one.
79. Sex on first date: haha , never !
80. Broken someone's heart: yea , a couple of them.
82. Been arrested: hhmm.
83. Turned someone down: yeaa.
84. Cried when someone died: i don't rmmbr.
85. Fallen for a friend: yeaah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes , i guess soo.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: A lil bit.
89. Heaven: Yeah.
90. Santa Claus: haha , noo.
91. Kiss on the first date: yea.
92. Angels: yea.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time: yes.
95. Did you sing today?: yes , lucky it didnt rain [:
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes, felt guilty though.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2008 is enough.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: somewhere in june.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: noo.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yea, no lies, nah take it(:
6:29 PM
heyhey.
here to blog not because of the damn stalker that has been stalking my blog for the past few months. but it's because i feel like doing soo[=
i dun understand those ppl that are just wasting their time stalking other ppl's boring life. haha , free show on my tagboard. oh ya , my blog , my suke hati uhh. dont kaypo can? haha. kkay , whatever , idc ! (: so basically , had hot housing for the past two days. as expected , it was boring. haha. did worksheets and more worksheets. then blah blah , it ended at 0135pm. had to stayback for the graduation video. they chose to sing the song "way back into love" , which i have not heard before. but i managed to learn the song within 10 mins ;DD (i didnt expect my class to be soo united seyy. great improvement! really really ;D) hahaha. blah blah , took a class photo , sang the song one more time , and was recorded using my phone. then finished everything at abt 3pm. stoned at home till 4.30pm then met fhaaz.
was forced to jog with him. but in the end , we only managed to "jog" less than 5 rounds. and we were soaking wet eventhough it's only drizzling ;P haha. went super cuckoo , because of you(: && that cuckooness is specially for you(: haha. then blah blah , went home at abt 6 plus.
*
nth much happened today. usual stuffs.
kkay till here then.
kkay till here then.
hafeeza ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz[:
Labels: your tears are just a drama in my eyes.
Monday, May 25, 2009, 9:20 PM
Cheer Up Baby(:
Saturday, May 16, 2009, 7:49 PM
Like some saying goes,Every taste of bitterness comes with a little bit of Sweetness.
There's always a hidden happiness in Every Sorrows.
Sadness is not everything yet its essential in every Life.
Life is nothing without Expression of Sad, Happiness and even the feeling of Randomness.
In any case, i can see that you held something arduous in your heart that you wont want to let it out.
I could somehow feel that,,
Because,
I've known you from every Angle.
Like i said before, tell me what you need to tell.
At times, its very inevitably sad to see you sad.
My heart kept Poundering wanting to hold you tight so that tears wont
roll down your cheeks.
Plus, every tears that drops felt like, a BLOODY sharp razor that CUT
through the Surface of my Heart.
Aiyah, Vry pain leh.. You know anot!
There's reason in Every Single Situation.
Thus, we have to go through them and let it flow like water instead of rolling down the rubbled surface.
So, My Dear, I hope you Will Cheer Up(:
Everything's gonna be Fine=D
Anw, I will experience Insomnia..! Hahahaxx..*
With Much Love,
Your Hubby, Muhd Fhazrin(:
Labels: Cheer Up, I Love You(:
title-less post ;D
Friday, May 15, 2009, 12:20 PM
heyhey, ahha. here to blogg.
kkayy, had lessons as usual yesterday, nothing much happened.
had no aep so went to woodlands library with fhaaz[:
blah blah , settled dwn and both of us started doing our amaths werk.
it was peaceful until he started vandalising my hand , leg and cheek -_-
then i had my little revenge. haha.
despite all those distractions , i still managed to finish 3/4 of my amaths hmwk ;D
then , this indian lady suddenly came out of nowhere and talked to this another old indian lady, which was sitting beside fhaaz, with her strong indian accent.
i started giggling first cause i thought she was talking to fhaaz.
aft their mini conversation , they left and fhaaz burst into laughter first, then followed by me. (true story seyy ;P)
we laughed our asses off cause fhaaz's laughter is seriously contagious seyy. ;D hahs.
then blah blah , headed home at about 5+.
` you unhygienic mangkok tingkat ! ;P
for today ,, had the 1st booster session for the adam khoo's wkshp.
it was okkayy. quite fun.
only leroy came as he said that gary was busy with his preparation for the wedding.
so blah blah , the same thing , he and his dirty jokes , making fun of gary the other trainer.
during that 2 hrs , he shared his "life stories" with us and also some tips that might help us.
these are things that i could remember:
- study first then you do your homewerk.
- drink at least 500ml of water 20mins before you start studying.
- and drink sips of water while studying.
- only put the things you need to study for that particular subject.
- chewing gum helps you to study better. (:
- must open the door and window while studying.
- must eat breakfast before going to school.
- eat at least 1.5h before exams.
- stone for 0.5h before the paper starts. (:
- reach school at least 45mins earlier.
- don't bother remembering the things you have studied the previous night as it will only make you panic.
- have a power nap (1h only) before studying.
- before taking the nap , bathe using dettol shower foam , not the aroma therapy stuffs.
- have dinner (30 mins) , watch tv (45mins) , then you can start studying.
- lastly , don't procrastinate. (:
this was what he shared with us.
then he gave out the certificates for attending the wkshp and there was some errors in the names.
some weird names came out : eugene became eugana & mildred became milfred.
so it ended about 10.05 so i headed home with izra.
aft that , went to eat at JK roti prata with mama & tiara for breakfast.
bought some things at the market then went home.
then blah blah , stoned in front of the comp for the past few hrs and here i am , blogging. haha.
kay la , till here.
hafeeza ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz[:
Labels: nonsense.
mama dayy[:
Sunday, May 10, 2009, 12:44 PM
Happy Mother's Day , MAMA[:
- the bestest mama in the uniberse[:
-the only person that i can talk / ask about dirty dirty stuffs. haha[:
- the one who has always threatened me during primary school , so that i will do my revisions.
- the one who will only sign my report book if i get top ten in class.
- the one who cooks the bestest food! [:
- the one whom i always i take for granted =[
*there's still many other things that i would like to write[: but to make it short and simple,,
I LOVE YOU MAMA [:
heyss , here to blogg abt ystrdae ;D
woke up at 4am ystrday cause we planned to go to malaysia. so washed up and left home at abt 4.50am. we went there by car , with my aunt and uncle. so blah blah , reached johor at abt 6+.
so basically we went to quite a number of places. we went to nilai , selangor , KL , malacca , muar and some other places. didnt take note[: so blah blah , bought stuffs , took pics , ate , joked around , laughing our asses off. every single werd that comes out of my uncle's mouth made most of my fur laughed. HAHAHA[: then blah blah , aft supper at muar , we headed home and it was about 11pm. so reached home at abt 1+. once i reached home , i bathed and straightaway went to bed. was too tiredd.
kkay , till here then.
hafeeza ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz[:
Labels: IMYSDFM
Friday, May 08, 2009, 6:45 PM
kkay , here to blogg abit since i have nth better to do.
attended school as usual. nth much happened. had amaths aep. it was super boring and i was yawning thruout the whole lesson. hahs. alan tan was almost finishing chp 14. i could not understand ex14b so i just copied the maths notes blindly ;D hahas. but 14c is much easier(:
ended aep at abt 4.30pm then met fhaaz for a while. toooot ,, tooot ,, tooot ,, went home[:
kkay , till here.
hafeeza ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz[:
i'm sorry if i made you feel bad.
but seriously , it was not your fault.
fyi , i can be very emotional at times.
one moment i can be very cheerful ;
showing off my white teeth
and next , i can be very emotional.
i shall not tell you why i cried.
it's for me to know and
there's no need for you to find out.
haha ;D
but idk why the more i hug you,
the more tears came rolling down my cheeks.
next time , don't make me cry in front of you again.
i feel so paisehh seyy =x
ni awk baru ckp gituk kite dh nanges tk stop.
misalnye kalao awk dh tkd,
tk ker lagi rabakk seyy?
i'll try to be stronger than today[:
i'll try to be stronger than today[:
3 months jek, kn tk lamer.
and and , thnks for being there
thruout my crying session[:
hahah.
need anth , just beep me [[=
Labels: haha.
Thursday, May 07, 2009, 8:51 PM
too sleepy to blog ;D
Labels: ily (:
Sunday, May 03, 2009, 1:25 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 9:58 PM
was forced to blog so here it goes.
kkay , attended sch as usual. nth much happened. had amaths , malay , c.e , recess , bio SPA , english and comb humans. talked about our new game stall for the school fun fair during ce (moster house) ?? haha. bio spa was okkayy , nt that difficult. duodenum was our examiner -_- she can just stand beside you and stare at what you are doing and your celery stalk for about 5 times -_- whatvever it is , it's alreaddy over. during eng , had a one-on-one talk with adrian ng -_- aft comb humans , had a short break then headed off to malay aep. we did the TKGS prelim 07. anyhow tikam one part of the paper ; without even reading the passage ;D hahha.
aft aep , went to meet fhaaz. went to his hse for a while then to causeway point to watch 17 Again. the movie was nice and hilarious.
and yes , you laughed super loud ;D but i don't mind ;D very UNIQUE laughter you knw ;P hahaha. aft that , headed home. and this gud girl didnt get scolded ;DD hahs.
mama: dh mkn?
me: blm.
mama: asl tk mkn?
me: kalao mkn nnti balek lmbt , takot mama marahh.
mama: ahh tau tkperr ;DD
wth. haha.
kay la , till here then.
hafeeza ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz[:
Labels: failure.
Saturday, April 25, 2009, 12:00 AM
happy birthday mama ! ;
happy birthday bibik liza ! ;
happy birthday kak shidy [=
<33
Friday, April 24, 2009, 5:23 PM
heyheys. [;
it's been along tym since i blogged. hahas.
kkayy.
had ptc just now. it was about 20mins -_- me and mama met Mrs Selvan. idk her and she dk me. haha. so they chatted , blah blah. she asked me whether mama knew abt my results , then i said , "yea , she know. but she's not angry with me ;D" hahah. told her that i didn't do well cause i had no time to prepare cause of the track competition. came for the trainings but in the end , i didn't run for the x-country , such a waste of time =.=
my reults was super bad uhh.
english : d7
malay : a2
amaths : c6
emaths : c6
bio : c6
chem : d7
comb humans : e8
=.= this is shit -__________________-
then blah blah , ended at abt 3.50pm. aft getting this kind of shit results , i seriously must work super hard cause i alreaddy promised to mrs selvan and mama to do better thn this. there's nothing else or nobody else to blame except for myself. if i don't do well for prelims , mrs selvan said she will look for me. O.o so ,, better be safe than sorry[:
kkay , till here then.
hafeeza ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz[=
Labels: stick to your promises.
Thursday, April 23, 2009, 12:00 AM
Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to muhammad fhazrin ♥ ,
Happy birthday to you(:
Labels: 230409[=
Sunday, April 12, 2009, 4:12 PM
heyhey[: hahas.i have nth better to do so i'll update my blog a bit.
went to cck stadium this morning to train for the upcoming nationals. went with fhaaz and hazirah. was abit late[: but then blah blah , did a bit of warm up and some drills. aft that we proceeded with the curve runs and lastly , the 200m run. my timing improved ;D last year my timing was 32secs , but now it has imrpoved to 31.8secs. hahhas. yay? well, thnks to baba's energy drink ;DD i hope tomorrow's timing will be better[:
the 400m race is on tuesday and i didn't even train for it. hahah. like what i said to fhaaz , dengan rela hati kite nk dpt last ;D hahhas. even if i train , i will still get last mah. so might as well don't train. hahhas. then blah blah , did some other confidential stuffs(: , trained till 1+, met with lil'sis and went to kfc for a while. aft that , home sweet home(:
Labels: haha.
abcd.
Sunday, April 05, 2009, 7:26 PM
-Decide carefully, exactly what you want in life, then work like mad to make sure you get it!heyhey[:
well , here to update this no longer alive blog of mine. hahas. nothing much to blog seriously. even if there is , idk how to put them in werds. school's starting tommorow and i don't feel like going to school. back to the same usual thing everyday. you come to school , study , go home and do homework. and you repeat the exact same thing the next day (except that you study different stuffs). shiiisshh. all of us will be getting bck our exam results and i'm sure that mine was atrociously done. i didn't really study for those exams. was merely flipping thru the txbks and i didnt put my heart and soul in while doing the papers. well , let's just wait for the results. there's still time for improvement right? it's true but the thing is , i'm not doing anything about it. -_-
track competition is just a few days away. O.o why must time pass by super fast?
idk how i'm going to train tmr. most of the parts of my body are aching. but like what they said , no pain , no gain(: so i need to put aside these pain and focus more on the training. since this will be my last competition , i want to do my very best and i don't want to lose my water face AGAIN. for the past 2 years , i have always been the last runner. so i don't want to be the last runner again. ( second last runner is better right ;P ) haahs.
kay la , till here then.
hafeeza[: ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: i want to be better than i am.
Sunday, March 22, 2009, 9:22 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009, 8:32 PM
heyyheyyy(: hello[= hahhas.first of all ,, thnks Boifyy for updating my boring blog with your super Cheem werds(: i have lots of difficulty undrstanding them =x hahahs. i need to go learn Cheemology in order to undrstand those weird looking werds. hahahs. and and ,, i'll update ur blog another tym yer,, currently my brain is lacking of brain cells ; i can update ur blog without telling you ,, so it'll be a surprise(: hahahs.
kay kay,, her to blog abt today. nothing much happened today actually. since i have nth else to do ,, update lorh(:
came to sch this morn. had malay ,, chem and history lessons. blah blah ,, went home. then ,, went out agn with lil'sis and tiara to Mac to buy lunch. blah blah ,, went to training. was a lil'bit late but the coach didnt scold(: as usual ,, started on the warm up and drills. did about 10 50m sprints -___- he told me that i have the speed but no high knee lift. boifyy also said the exact same thing. but but its just so difficult to run with the high knee thingy. then blah blahh ,, practiced baton passing. then did one round of relay,, it was done in 1.04min. super slow. i was about to sprint the last 50m but i panchet-ed halfway. was too kan cheong ,, went off too early(: hahahs.
aft training ,, lepak-ed as usual with ely,, hazi and nora. ate maggi(: hazi and nora were laughing their asses off ,, watching those funneh videos i have in my ipod. hhas. blah blah ,, went home at 7pm.
told mama that my lower part of my back is aching ; smwhere near the right kidney. she thought i fell or hit myself there. but i told her i didnt do anything ,, even when i sat for too long ,, my kidney abit pain liddat. just nw ,, after training also my kidney started to ache. -__- probably im too old ? mama told me to be mre careful ,, who knws whether it is a sign of some disease ? hhahas.
kay laa ,, till here then ,, need to start studying chem. cause i dun undrstand most of the stuffs that i learnt for the past one year =x
; feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: as long i have these eyes i'll have the sight for you(:
HEH(:
Saturday, March 14, 2009, 11:12 PM
Heyhey(:
Well, i got nth better to do.
And indecisive of what to do.
So, i decided to update my Wife blog(:
Since, she diligently occupied her time to study or so called Lazy.
I shall update for her.
Oh Btw, She has to update my blog when I'm done updating hers!
HAHA!
It was an unnatural stupefaction that occurs.
Amazingly, I was attracted to this Damsel in Distress whom I called Girlfriend.
More likely a Wife to me(:
I was besotted to this lady, NurHafeeza(:
I could tell you the story but hardly could I explain.
Her pulchritudinous and irresistable smile explains it all.
I felt the light, gets brighter,
with every rays that penetrates through the horizon of the sky.
Every ray that shines represent something that i myself could not resembles what it means.
The intrique complexion of those rays are like flowers behind a smile that bring about a feeling called Love(:
Some people says, Love is like a story.
Yes, i do agree with that.
But then,
A story is nothing without pictures unfolding themselves.
When a picture unfolds, What makes it lovely?
From what i could see, Each smile in every snap of photo is Framed with Love.
A love that we could never be forgotten.
Though,
A picture tells a thousand words, but among the thousand words.
Only FOUR you should stick inside the deepest part of your heart.
Sometimes, things got complicated along the way.
Strengthen yourself with belief and the trust i have instill in you.
As I recall my First Look at You(:
You have the Purest Heart.
Purest Soul that i could see.
Crystal like the water.
Pure and Virgin, A Drop of Dew is nothing Compared to you(:
Because, you are the kind of Wifey!
whose Beauty is no match to any competence,
whom i will love throughout my Life,
that will always be by my side in every Circumstances.
Alrite, Thats all for now(:
I'm gona rest my Brain!
Gd Night World..
fhaazLOVESfeeza(:
Labels: I Love You(:
Sunday, March 08, 2009, 7:26 PM
heyhey(: well here to blog since i made a deal with boifyy. hahahs.woke up early ystrdae morn cause hazi smsed me -__- told me that cik patimah was mad at us for not coming to track on friday. must be shikin who told her that all of ud were reluctant to go. tak tau diam betol =,= now cik patimah wont talk to us anymore ; menopause la katekn. hahahas. wanted to go bck to sleep ,, but cannot. so went to have a chat with mama in the kitchen. she asked me, "you want to follow me go johor or you want to go tuition ?" i straightaway told her that, "i duwan go tuition ,, i want follow you ;DD"so waited for baba to come home frm werk ,, then left home at abt 2+ i guess.
was waiting for baba to top up his ez-link when i saw fhaaz and his mummy. mama saw them and said , "yang kao kejong kt situ knape ? tk salam ker ?" i told her, "hehe ,, segan lurhh" hahas.
so,, headed to kranji & boarded the bus 160. blah blah blah ,, reached there at abt 3.15pm. baba wanted to take the taxi cause it was raining but the "taxi" turned out to be a normal car that brings "tourists" like us around. in the car,, baba chatted with the young guy. then,, i noticed that he asked "anak 2 aje ker bang?" twice. when we went out of the car,, lil'sis told me that that guy looked as if he wanted to tackle me. i then replied to her,, "sorrry,, im alreaddy taken(:" hahs. after that,, walked arnd Angsana. bought some stuffs. the minahs & mats there was weird. they looked at me from up to down ,, down to up ,, like i'm an alien from outerspace -___-
so basically ,, we ate then we walked around and then we ate again. bought lil'sis her delayed birthday present ,, some earrings ,, mama and baba bought their stuffs. blah blah ,, we left johor at abt 7+. aft that ,, stopped at sheng shiong for a while, i was like a walking zombie in there. hahha. at abt 8+,, we headed home(:
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did nth much today ,, went for tuition as usual. it was from 12-6 but at abt 4+ ,, i alreaddy stop studying, hahhaa. i was practically bullying Ari , which is the only gentleman in the house. hahhaas. all he could do was to complain to his mom that me and lil'sis were bullying him. then,, helped lil'sis to finish her project. went home abt 6.20pm.
kay laa till here then. i'll update agn whever i feel like doing soo. hahas.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: porcupine.
Thursday, March 05, 2009, 11:31 PM
Labels: random post.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009, 11:00 PM
Labels: in need of motivation.
Saturday, February 28, 2009, 12:15 PM
Labels: ifly.
Friday, February 27, 2009, 8:55 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 8:07 PM
happy 12th birthday lil' sis(:
Saturday, February 21, 2009, 12:03 PM
was bored todayy ,, so decided to blog abt ystrdae since i have nothing else to do. had lessons as usual. blah blah got my eng expo test. i failed by 1 mark -___- yay? then blah blah ,, did nth muchh then sch ended. had maths aep,, aft that went for training. was super late. all because of gabriel ,, waited for him then in the end ,, he ps-ed us. -__- me , hazi and ely was super scared cause all 3 coaches came today and we were late. then i said to ms lee , "cher you never run,, no need scared uhh. we running mahh ,, then somemore late alreaddy. he looked like he wants to eat people sia." we went up to him,, then he smiled at us and told us to do the warm up and drills. haha ,, pheww. aft tht,, we joined the rest for the 800m run. my timing was abt 4++min. aft that had another 3 rounds of 400m. my timing somehow improved by a few seconds evry round. haha. then blah blah ,, cooled dwn. lepak-ed with ely,, hazi and shikin. listened to shikin's gossip. aft that,, went home with ely.
was supposed to go to sch today for maths lesson. i didnt go cause i was too tired to wake up. luckily today's tuition will be brought forward to tmr. why must weekends be so short? i only have two days to complete all the hmwks. i still need to study for amaths test and peribahase test on monday,, bio test on tuesday ,, chem test on thurs (and i don't understand a single thing abt electrolysis and speed of reaction!). so many things to study ,, so little tym! -___- kay laa ,, till here then. gotta do a lot of stuffs.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: boring life.
Thursday, February 19, 2009, 9:41 PM
heyhey. was super bored today ,, so decided to blog abit. was almost late today ,, reached school at abt 7.30+. its a thursday mahh ,, so purposely come late. haha. had bio first then eng. took the compre test. the compre was dumb ,, its about agriculture and plants -____- so not interestingg. aft tht was c.e , discussed abt the class tee. blah blah ,, aft recess was chem. was panicking during chem ,, i was trying super hard to rmmbr the damn points for the essay. didnt knw what i did last night ,, when i woke up ,, all my notes were on top of my head -_______- my history essay was crap. first essay was okkayy but 2nd essay was total crap. hahha. well,, who cares ? its over. last two periods had emaths. then blah blah ,, school ended. yay! haha. so , basically ,, this was what i did in sch today. kay la till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Untukmu kasih
I'll give the very best of me
Kau selalu membarakan semangatku
Untukmu kasih
Untukmu kasih
I'll be there when you're needing me
Biar hariku menentang waktu
Tetap kau suria hatiku
Meski diriku tak sesempurna
Meski diriku tak sesempurna
Yang ku ingini
kau tetap setia
Kau masih hadir di setiap
Langkah hidupku ini
Labels: procrastination.
Saturday, February 14, 2009, 11:24 PM
Hmmmmm...Hola Pueblo!
First and Foremost, I'm not Feeza but I'm Feeza's Boiffy.
Hahaha...
So ya, gona write a post for her.
Since She hates posting, HEH!
Here's Something I'm Gona Write for Her(:
Dear Wifey,
Its Love Day aye!
I laid back to that Comfy Sofa.
While swaying away,
Out of the Blue, this small mind of mine tumbled with a Thought.
A thought i would always want to Think about Throughout this Life.
As i Reminisce the Reminiscence of the Past about You.
I somehow got this Deep feeling innermost of me.
Which kept me Content and always filled with Affection.
Not knowing about today but I could see there's Tomorrow.
Thats how you made me Judge my Day.
Thereafter, as I continued recalling the past,
I realised you Brought something into This Life,
Something not even Money could buy,
Something thats even more Precious Than Diamonds.
As what This small Cranium of mine could Remember..
You brought this Life to reality before i could the Dream in My Sleep.
You brought this Life to a place, where there would be you and me.
And You brought this Life with Much Drugs, So that i could make you my Addiction(:
Later on, the Thoughts get Deeper.
I could see when we were Younger...
How we felt for each other in such Ingenious ways..
And make it this far and yet further to go.
I saw the monotonous ways of us doing things in Random.
Relentlessly laugh like Idiosyncracy of a Perfect Idiots.(Hahaha)
And Guess what i Did while Beside You,
I think of You.
And Guess What i did while you were further apart,
I think of You Too(:
It goes the Same way.
You know Why?
My Mind is Only filled with You, 90% of its Memory Space.
And Its Real(:
Know What?!?!
The adverse effect while you were Mad!
It kept me wondering why Were You So Pretty.
Knowing that, the level of your Beauty increases when you're mad.
So Yea, in This DAY of LOVE!
This is What I'm Gona Say(:
Deep inside
the Innermost part
of my HEART!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WIFEY!!
Okay Done(:
Btw, its not that Cheem.
Because, words duwan come out from my Brain.
Hahaha!
So, I keep it Simple.
AND!!
BECAUSE.....
Done By,
Your Dearest Boiffy,
Muhd Fhazrin(:
Labels: I Love You Feeza(:
Thursday, February 12, 2009, 10:43 PM
i hate writing posts , so i'll just post some pictures then.
Sunday, February 08, 2009, 1:57 PM
Labels: random post.
Saturday, January 31, 2009, 5:31 PM
heyheyy , it's been a very long long time since i last blogged. my damn fucking comp went for repair. -_-kay laaa , had a motivational werkshop for the past three days. it was super fun(: all of our trainers was funny, cool and dirty-minded. haha. their dirty jokes never fail to make the guys laugh. hahaha. however, we were still scolded every single day of the workshop. -__- blah blah , first day was fun , was laughing all day. second day was weird. Leroy made most of us cry T.T he only told us to imagine that our parents was gone , and it seemed very real. then there was one girl that cried very loudly , as if their parents were really gone. -____- that crying incident really made me realised that parents are very important in our lives. blahh blahh , the third day was ok larhh , laughed , got scolded by leroy again. then blah blahh , ended evrything at abt 6+. started the closing ceremony at 7+. freddy talked and talked. when the students went up to the front to say their appreciation to their parents, it was touching, most of them almost made me cry. then it was time to pass our letters to our parents. well, i went up to mama and gave her my long letter. the moment i saw her cried while reading my letter, tears also rolled down my cheeks. after she finished reading the letter, i was dumb enough to say "mama , boleh hug?" then she hugged me. it's has been many years since i last hugged her , eventhough we are living in the same house. but i regretted for not bringing baba along. if he came on that day, i could have hugged him together with mama and watch him cry. hahahhahaa. then blah blah , we went home.
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Here I go,
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go,
there's just no one who
gets me like you do
You are my only one(:
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go,
there's just no one who
gets me like you do
You are my only one(:
Labels: awwww she likes you(:
Thursday, January 15, 2009, 10:33 PM
Labels: in need of motivation.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 8:27 PM
heyhey(: it has been a very long time since i blogged. due to some technical problems, i did not touch the comp for abt a week now. haha.kkaykkay, todae was wednesday so had assembly , amaths. learnt probability. ms tey's pace was much faster than alan tan's. aft teaching us , she would write the hmwk on the whiteboard and she's done. there would always be abt 10mins of free time. haha. aft that was malay , C.E and chem. nth much happened. aft recess had bioL , mr arul taught us as mdm aishah was away todae. was laughing at his jokes for the 2 whole periods. aft tht was eng and lastly comb humans.
had malay aep frm 2.30 till 4pm. -_- had to wait for hazi to finish her test paper. but i finished it within an hour ;D haha. the paper was quite hard seyy. asal boleh hentam lerr ;DD blah blah , was late for track. so didnt do warm up and went straight to run outside school. as usual , ahd to run 2 rounds but we took the short cut , but still ended up finishing the run in 37mins. HAHA. therefore , i will try my very best to run the real run nxt wk. no more shortcuts(: hehe.
aft that , lepak-ed at mac with ely, hazi, man, putri and fhaaz(: had fun(:
kkay la , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
my love for you
is like a journey.
starting and forever
and ending at never(:
Labels: no bloody sense of urgency.
Sunday, January 04, 2009, 10:26 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009, 9:05 PM
happy birthday granddad(:
Sunday, December 28, 2008, 9:31 PM
Trip to Malaysia(:
Day 1
*i'll upload the rest another tym(:
9:01 PM
Day 2 
after checking out of the hotel , headed to Cameron Highlands. was a long journey, abt 5hrs i guess. i slept thru-out the journey cause all i could see was trees. so not interesting eventhough it is good for the eyes. haha. mom woke me up when we almost reached there. my first stop was the toilet =x haha. we visited the Tea Plantation , Cactus Valley, Bee Farm, Butterfly Farm and Strawberry Farm. went CUCKOO there , esp at the cactus valley. our quote of the day was "satu , dua , tige , kenthut!" HAHA. so many funny incidents happened. to long to blog. haha. ketawe smpai nk trkencing2 , naek tangge smpai trkentot2 pon ader dok. -____- then at the butterfly farm, i was like a terrorist sey , covering my head with my hoodies, i seriously hate butterflies. i find them really disgusting. =x aft that , bought stuffs , sejok2 pon bleh mkn ice-cream. haha. ate dinner, aft tht , checked in our hotel , Rosa Passadena. had steamboat for dinner, 4 person eating 10 persons amt of food. -__- mane buleh habes dok. ate what we could and then headed off to their pasar malam. it was a cold pasar malam. haha. bought some clothes, food and some other stuffs there. aft that , it was drizzling. aft a few rounds, headed bck to the hotel.
Labels: CUCKOO.
8:42 PM
Day 3
had breakfast, was super cold in the morn. aft tht , went up , packed our stuffs and headed to penang. was quite a long journey but i could not sleep. all i could do was to think about you(: took some pics of mom, dad n lil' sis sleeping. haha. aft lunch, we visited the Snake Temple and The Sleeping Buddha. lil'sis said , "sleeping buddha nk tgk , sleeping halissa tknk tgk." HAHA. checked in the Hotel Grand Continental. then went off to Plaza Gurney to go walk walk. and had our dinner on our own. tapao-ed 50 sticks of satay for supper. then , k.o-ed at abt 11.
8:30 PM
Day 4
was supposed to go genting today but the tour guide said that there were no hotels left for us to stay. so went bck to KL and checked in at Radius International KL. went to Lot 10 , BB Paza , Sungei Wang and Time Square. told us that it was free and easy so we could go wherever we liked. so we went off. was walking then called to my dad and said , "baba , tkmoh jalan laju2 uhh, ni malaysia seyy , bukan s'pore. dhla pt spore dh sesat , ni nk jalan sorang2 pt malaysia." most of the clothes were like ah-lians clothings so didnt buy a lot of stuffs. only bought a shirt. then blah blah , ate at subway , tapao-ed KFC and then went bck to the hotel cause wanted to watch this ghost tv series. dhtu cerite hantu ke mane , org nye ke mane. -_-
12:15 PM
Day 5
packed our stuffs, had breakfast, checked out and then boarded the bus and headed to malacca. was superduperHOT. went to the Old Portugist Church and some other stuffs. after that , went for lunch at the baba nyonya restaurant. the food was super nice and had chendol for desert. then, walked around that place for a while and that boarded the bus agn, headed to Yong Peng for dinner. -_- actually i was already full cause the lunch food still have not been digested yet. then , duno what happened, i could finish the bowl of rice. wow? even mom, dad and sis could not finish. haha. aft dinner, we headed to JB then home. mom and lil'sis were the clown of the nite. at the m'sian kastam, after they chop the passports, they checked their passports. they started to kan cheong. my stamp was on 26dec while theirs was 29dec. they told the others and the rest started to wear their specs. aft checking, they then realised that it was 29dec2007. it was last year's stamp and they became kan cheong because of one damn stamp. haha. aft all that chaos, boarded the bus then blah blah reached home(:kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: home(:
Thursday, December 18, 2008, 8:24 PM
what's a photograph if you're not in the other half(:
heyhey(: haha.
went out with fhaaz last 2 days. went to sentosa. luckily it didnt rain, haha. reached there abt 10+, changed and then went in the water. it was freezing cold seyy -___- played with the water lorhh. had sand bath so had to go in and out of the water alot of times. asyek klua masok klua masok air. haha. then at abt 2+ , go wash up. aft tht headed bck to vivo and tht damn green card couldnt work. -______- buat org paiseyy ajekk. reached vivo at abt 3+ so went to buy tickets for Twilight. so decided to lepak for a while at the water place thingy. took some lame pics. HAHA. an hour later , headed bck to the cinema to watch twilight. it was super duper nice(: went to habourfront's banquet for dinner. then blah blah , went home. was listening to fhaaz's bedtym stories , abt the histories of each of the mrt stations. quite entertaining. HAHA.
kay laa till here then(:
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
i may not have the softest touch,
i may not say the words as such.
and i may not look like much.
but i'm yours(:
Labels: muke decent tapi perangai nonsense (haha)
Sunday, December 14, 2008, 8:29 PM
heyhey(: hahahah. went to the singapore flyer ystrdae. cause my uncle just came bck frm melbourne. so he wanted to try the singapore flyer. so only my granddad , dad , mum , uncle adn niece. the rest of us tried it once so we waited dwnstairs. took pics and ate that gelato thingy. nice(: then they ended at about 7+. then , my uncle suggested to have our dinner at east coast , the seafood thingy. aft searching for the table , they ordered the food. ate quite a lot of variety of food. had chicken wings , satay , stingray , tahu bakar , seafood fried rice , gong-gong and sugarcane juice. aft tht , at abt 10+ , went home. we talked abt bapok and pondan otw bck home. haha.
kay laa , till here then(:
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: i can't stop my heart frm calling you.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008, 11:07 PM
Saturday, December 06, 2008, 5:51 PM
didnt do much ystrdae. went out with fhaaz for a while , then went home. played comp , slacked with mum n cuzz. aft tht , received a call frm aiman. told me that he was bored , so he called me. -____- layan ajek lorhh. haha. talked crap. told me he wanted to be aa dj radio with only the quaification of N level. haha. crapped till he came up with this idea , he was bossini , i was bossitu , and fhaaz was bossane. haha. then changed topic, recalled abt this year's track competition; where he ran super duper fast and overtook 3 other runners. O.o power siol. then talked till abt 11+ , put dwn de phone cause he wan go watch Ben 10. -___-kay la till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: i can be your addiction if you wanna get hooked to me
Thursday, December 04, 2008, 10:57 AM
crystal.jiahui.me.wendy
36heyheyloo. haha.
here to update abt de class outing. as what i have expected , only half of de class came. how un-united was tht. -___- hopeless. went there by bus , reached there at abt 1+. then , went to look for de bbq pit. not tht far frm where we alighted. found de bbq pit , then put all our belongings one side , then go rent bike. went to de wrong bike shop , was ex seyy. $5 for 1.5hrs. -___- then cycled lorhh with weijie, geo, wanling, vanessa, esther, jiahui, and wendy. cycled to de other side. then blah blah , 1.5 hrs later , crystal helped to return de bikes. de rest of us were busy playing with de water. haha. the fire maker (haha) took a very long tym to make de bbq thingy. i didnt help ;D HAHA. while they were doing de fire thingy , me and some others went to eat de black pepper spaghetti and de hokkien noodles first. then suddenly it rains. at first it was drizzling , then it stopped , continue drizzling but it didnt stop. it became more heavier. dammit. since they were halfway cooking stuffs , they didnt run for shelter , instead , they stood there with umbrellas , protecting de foods. HAHA. all of us stood in the rain for quite a long tym before crystal told us to seek for shelter as there were thunder and lightning. then went to wash up abit. didnt know it was going to rain so i only brought one damn t-shirt. -____- so had no choice , changed into tht xtra dry shirt but my pants were dripping wet. then went into Mac , which made me shiver like hell. luckily haziq brought his cardigan , so he lended it to me. but it doesnt help me tht much , i was still shivering. then aft the other half washed up, they planned to go bowling. went in the and it was freezing cold. was bored cause only 6 of them played. so haziq , ilham , jiahui , wendy and me decided to go other place. by the tym we planned where to go , it was already 8+. haziq suggested to go to suntec. boarded de bus. was halfway reaching reaching suntec when my uncle called and said "sayang , please balek , sayang". even my father never said that to me. seriously , his four werds melted me , so had to go home. can see tht they were dissapointed cause i need to go home. felt abit guilty laa. then blah blah , reached home.
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
here to update abt de class outing. as what i have expected , only half of de class came. how un-united was tht. -___- hopeless. went there by bus , reached there at abt 1+. then , went to look for de bbq pit. not tht far frm where we alighted. found de bbq pit , then put all our belongings one side , then go rent bike. went to de wrong bike shop , was ex seyy. $5 for 1.5hrs. -___- then cycled lorhh with weijie, geo, wanling, vanessa, esther, jiahui, and wendy. cycled to de other side. then blah blah , 1.5 hrs later , crystal helped to return de bikes. de rest of us were busy playing with de water. haha. the fire maker (haha) took a very long tym to make de bbq thingy. i didnt help ;D HAHA. while they were doing de fire thingy , me and some others went to eat de black pepper spaghetti and de hokkien noodles first. then suddenly it rains. at first it was drizzling , then it stopped , continue drizzling but it didnt stop. it became more heavier. dammit. since they were halfway cooking stuffs , they didnt run for shelter , instead , they stood there with umbrellas , protecting de foods. HAHA. all of us stood in the rain for quite a long tym before crystal told us to seek for shelter as there were thunder and lightning. then went to wash up abit. didnt know it was going to rain so i only brought one damn t-shirt. -____- so had no choice , changed into tht xtra dry shirt but my pants were dripping wet. then went into Mac , which made me shiver like hell. luckily haziq brought his cardigan , so he lended it to me. but it doesnt help me tht much , i was still shivering. then aft the other half washed up, they planned to go bowling. went in the and it was freezing cold. was bored cause only 6 of them played. so haziq , ilham , jiahui , wendy and me decided to go other place. by the tym we planned where to go , it was already 8+. haziq suggested to go to suntec. boarded de bus. was halfway reaching reaching suntec when my uncle called and said "sayang , please balek , sayang". even my father never said that to me. seriously , his four werds melted me , so had to go home. can see tht they were dissapointed cause i need to go home. felt abit guilty laa. then blah blah , reached home.
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Monday, December 01, 2008, 6:48 PM
heyhey(: hahaha.first of all , i misss fhaaz!! (: kaykay, went to de aranda resort chalet on 29dec. supposed to check out on de 1st but in the end , checked out on 30dec. how un-fun was tht? ggrrr -__- overall it was still fun laa. checked in on 29dec , arnd 2pm. aft tht , went to find de room. de room was quite big laa. and and .. the balcony was directly beside wild wild wet , so we can actually see de ppl in de shiok river. haha. i was supposed to help de rest unpack their stuffs but the first thing i did was to grab a plate and eat first. HAHA. was starving seyy. tambah due kali plk tuh. haha. aft tht , waited for de others to arrive. at about 4+ me , lil'sis , and my other cuzzins went to the nearby swimming fool ; the one i call 'the $1 swimming fool' hahah. we were like idiots in de swimming fool. actually 1 pro and 2 idiots and 2 other. haha. aft tht , went bck to de chalet. hungry , go eat.
aft washing up , went dwn , see ppl make fire for de bubble-que(BBQ). haha. then blah blah , more ppl started coming dwn. didnt eat much tht night, no mood to eat. ate a few chicken wings onli. as usual , there's laughter and stuff. was fun laa. ended evrything at abt midnight. then evrybody went bck up to the room , left me , mum , dad , aunts , to clean de place up abit. then blah blah , slacked till 1+ then k.oed. most of de female took one room. and all of us were sleeping on the long bed , like sardines in a tin. haha.
woke up at abt 10+. sleepyhead. haha. my aunt's scary laughter woke me up. seriously mcm cik pon mengilai siol. then abt 12+ , most of us went to wildwildwet(: there's two teams. team a n team b. haha. im in team b. which came in later. then blah blah , tried evry single ride. haha. then abt 2 hrs later, went out. go eat , hungry. aft tht , went in bck with lil'sis and 2 of my cuzz. tried de long purpur slide ; the one tht is pitch black when u go inside. u cnt see anything until after u get out of de slide. de 4 of us screamed our heads off while we were inside it. haha. idiots. played de ular-lah , screamed again. but de other couple tht was in de same thingy as us , didnt screamed at all. like no expression at all. -___- haha. then aft tht , had several last rounds at de shiok river , then headed bck to de chalet. aft de 4 of us got bck , tht was when all de commotion started.
my aunt got possessed. suddenly evrything was so chaotic seyy. and bcos of tht , de rest of them wanted to go home eventhough we still have one more day. dammit -___- dun tink have de mood to blog abt it. too long and im sick (finally). bnyk sgt air chlorine masok kot. haha. kay la till here then , wan go hibernate. there's class outing tmr. wow? haha.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: IMYSDFM =((
Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 9:24 PM
hello(: hahahas.agn did nth much todae. had to wake up early , cos need to go to de market. bought some stuffs with mama. had nth better to do so teased my niece as she was scared of de crab. purposely put her near it which made her scream. haha. then blah blah bought eye-mo. de last few days , my damn right eye suddenly became so blur. i can see , it's just tht like as if my right eye has haze inside it. (?) and and its only de right side. -__- then blah blah , went out of de store. was suay enough to see alan tan wif his son / daughter. idk. haha. didnt want him to see me cause if he does , he would definitely start a conversation with me. -.- so pretended didnt see him and just walked past him. haha. so suayy. -_________-
was given the chance to cook de jempot2 udang. mama gave me de instructions and i had to do it myself. i was blur. haha. then blah blah , aft tht , mama did de frying. i was afraid that if i fry it myself , it would turn out to be chao-tar. HAHA. i was de first one to try it. seriously it was tasteless. haha. can only taste the flour. -___- dunch knw what went wrong. haha. asked mama for my score. she said i got 3.5/10 but she pitied me and gave me 4.5/10 instead. haha. then , she edited de remainder and it turned to be better than mine. way nicer than mine. haha.
haha. then blah blah , lepak-ed at home. had long talks wif mama. talked abt evrything tht came to my mind. i even got to knw abt her first night. i was curious. HAHAHAHA. aft tht long talks , felt sleepy so went to sleep. woke up abt 2hrs later. was tired seii , slept at 2am ystrdae. couldnt sleep. then blah blah , ate dinner and here i am , updating this blog thingy. haha.
kay la , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: miserable without you.
Saturday, November 22, 2008, 6:27 PM
hey heys(: hahaha.spent the whole day at grandmum's hse ystrdae , since its a saturday. reached here at arnd 9+. slacked abit then i did my chem wksht while lil'sis played de laptop. gif chance. haha. feeza good gerl ;D hahahhas. was doing de wksht peacefully but then suddenly was distracted by her dumb jokes and also de fried chicken smell. hahaha. then grandmum asked me to eat wif her(: rezeki tk baek ditolak kn kn. hahaha. so ate together-gether laa. we were eating halfway then came along granddad. he too joined us. ;D cucu , nenek , atok eating together-gether(:
aft tht 3 mre ppl came - lil'niece , cuzz and aunt. then blah blah had a mini celebration to celebrate grandmum's super duper late birthday. hahah. her birthday was a week ago. banker bought 2 small cakes - 1 pepermint choc & 1 durian cake. ;DD eat lorh. aft tht , played my cuzz's laptop. hahaha. amek kesempatan. gagagaga. slacked there and i totally forgot all abt my homewerk. hahaha. who cares. left grandmum's hse at arnd 7+. went to cuzz's hse for a while as she wanted to change her clothes. reached there , while the rest were busy doing their stuffs, i went to the kitchen : looking for food(: my only dialogue was "mummy , ni mummy nk lagi tk? kalao tk nk , kite nk ;D" hahhaa. in the end , i brought home two bags worth of food. HAHAHA. then blah blah , cuzz sent us home(:
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did nth much todae. went to causeway point only. go makan but at burger king. ok laa ehh(: then walked arnd causeway point lorhh. bought myself another tribal ring. hahha. nice i buy laa ;D walk walk then went home. it was raining. wondered how much fun i will have if i could play in the rain. seriously its fun , cause i will never get sick. i always get jealous of ppl who got caught in the rain and can get sick tht fast. -____- how u guys dO that ? hahaha.
was tagged by wendy to do tht quiz thingy. i guess i'll skip tht ehh. hahaha.
kay la , till here then.
feezaMISSES;LOVESfhaaz(:
If I could then I'd,
Shrink the world tonight,
So that I would find,
You and me inside.
Labels: i miss you so damn much.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 9:42 PM
hello(: haha.woke up late todae. woke up at 12.15pm. haha. dh lepaskn rindu la katekn ,, baru bleh tdo nyenyak. but but duno why i dreamt about him. -____- nvm then. washed up then went dwn for a while. ate breakfast then did my hmwk. was peacefully doing hmwk , then suddenly fhaaz smsed(: chatted for a while then met up.
then ,,
toot ,,
toot ,,
toot ,,
went home(: haha.
dad: feeza pi mane?
mum: die klua pi jumpe matayer dier uh.
dad: asl kasi die klua?
mum: abeh die rindu matayer dier. nk buat ape?
dad: =X
hahahahs. kay la til here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:*for ever and ever.
So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way
You and me together
So put your arms around me
So put your arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they’re easy words to say
But I mean it more then ever
Yours is the kind of love
Yours is the kind of love
makes nothing else feel good enough
And I’m never gonna give you up
Labels: you and me together(:
Monday, November 17, 2008, 10:26 PM
You and me, we couldn't stand being normal
That's why we, make a good you and me
We both laugh, at the most random situations
That's the key, baby don't you agree?
Saturday, November 15, 2008, 10:56 PM
Take me where I've never been
Held me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
Cause if anyone can make me fall in love,
You can,
Set me from myself,
you can,
And it's you, and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end
If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, You can
Baby when you look at me, tell me what do you see
Baby when you look at me, tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of some one new?
Cause everything that brought me here
And now it all seems so clear
Baby you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, You can,
Only you can take me,
Only you can take me,
sailing in your deepest eyes
This is where it all begins
So tell me it'll never end
Labels: only you can.
9:07 PM
had track outing ystrdae. they planned to go to ecp , slack there. so ended de last day of sch , as usual , at 1230pm. rushed dwn then boarded bus. reached there arnd 1/2 hr later? then blah blah , ct chose a place , which is like in de middle of nowhere. haha. aft settling dwn , then walked arnd wif shikin for a while , while waiting for de rest of de guys to finish their lunch. aft walking for abt 10 mins , then finally fhaaz came wif aiman n shamsir. ;D aft tht , walk walk lorhh while both de guys and girls went off to cycle. then blah blah blah , while they were off cycling , sat at de big rock thingy wif aiman. sat there , was listening to music & listening to aiman singing beside me at de same tym. haha. naseb tk hujan. then , said farewell to both mdm siti n ms lee cos they wanted to go home. aft tht , me n fhaaz spent tym together2(: played with de water , got drenched then finally went into de water. haha. siang2 bleh masok air , tknk. haha. abt 1/2 hr later , aiman came n told us tht they wanted to go home. spoiling btol , kate kol 7 dhtu 5 lebih nk belah. -.- cnt tahan them , then told them to go off first while me n fhaaz go wash up. then blah blah , left me , fhaaz , aiman , shamsir , haziq. then headed off to marina square - took taxi. taxi big enough , but have 2 BIG sized ppl , became so squeezy. hahaha. reached marina square at abt 6-7++ , ate LJS , then headed home. reached hm at arnd 9 uhh.*
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today , went to bugis , went to find lil'sis sch bag. walked arnd bugis , theh headed to Banquet at raffles hospital. ordered spaghetti chicken chop. the spaghetti was nice but found out tht the chicken chop did not went well wif de cream sauce. despite tht , still managed to finish it(: then while waiting for dad , mama told us her olden tym stories. abt these relationship thingy uhh. had fun listening to her story(: then aft dad finished his prayers , all of us headed to orchard. did nth much , just walk walk lorhh. then went to amk , walk walk also. then at abt 8+ headed home. then , while in de mrt , was bored , so decided to let mama watch de funny videos i have inside my ipod. she was laughing her ass off seii. haha. then de ppl at de mrt was staring at us. =X hahah. then finally reached home(:
kay laa till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: you're the best i've ever had(:
Thursday, November 13, 2008, 4:15 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008, 7:44 PM
same thing again todae. went to sch. suppose to have bio for de first hour but mdm aishah didnt come. yay. haha. so took this chance to finish up my half-done malay compo. tot de rest of de malay students have finished their compo , but in the end , less than half passed up. -.- if i knew tht , i wont do de damn compo seii. -_____-aft tht had chem , learnt hw to do data logging using de Nova 5000. the thing was so cool , like mini computer. so blah blah , do do , then was told to write dwn de results of the data logging thingy. for once , Geo was so blur todae. he got confused , which water is which results. hahas. at least he's nt as bad as us laa. when we're blur , i mean seriously blur blur sotong one. but he was a diff case, still a genius blur type. hahas.
aft tht , break then malay and finally , maths. and and alan tan didnt come todae! YAY! hahahs. 2 free hrs todae, ;D since me , ilham , charmaine , sarah , wei jie and haziq had nth better to do, we played de tarot cards tht sarah bought for her bdae. i was de first one to try, so i chose 3 cards. 1 past , 1 present , 1 future. forgot what de cards represents but the only thing i knw was tht , my past was so true except tht my present and future reading sucks. but they this tarot card thing is for fun , so didnt really believe it laa. (: aft tht , sch ended , went home.
knocked out frm arnd 2-6pm. finally can get enough sleep(: hahahs.
kay la , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: imysm.
Sunday, November 09, 2008, 9:42 PM
1 , 2 , 3 , 4.Give me more love than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,
Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you;
I love bein' around you.
You make it easy, as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do - i love you.
Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,
Best I that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you(:
Labels: one two three four (:
Friday, November 07, 2008, 10:01 PM
ysterdae , had lessons as usual. nth interesting happened in class. aft sch , went to eat at yew tee food court. ate de food frm de malay stall , since i had no other choice. sat wif kevin and crystal. after eating , then suddenly talked abt porn. duno who started it. cnt be me ryt? ;DD hahahs. me and kevin was discussing abt tht topic and crystal was beside me , freaking out. haha. she said , "why are we discussing abt this topic in broad daylight?!" hahahs. didnt knw tht innocent looking ppl watch this kind of dirty stuffs. even crystal didnt believe tht i used to watch it. =X haha. ssshhh. then aft lunch , headed bck to sch , had bio SPA. it was quite easy laa. visking tubing only mahh. de recording part was ok but but.. in the end i had a funny looking graph. some of them said it was line of best fit but some said join all de dots. O.o duno who's ryt. who cares? its over. hahahs.
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went out to orchard wif fhaaz todae(: intended to watch coffin but in the end watched quantum of solace. we were late -____- but de movie was quite nice laa. so nt tht dissappointing. ;D something was just not right todae. something was wrong somewhere. despite tht , still had fun eventhough got lost halfway. hahaha(: went cuckoo in de mrt while otw bck home. most of de ppl in de mrt were staring at us sei. but poking him was fun(: hahahhs. then finally reached home at arnd 9 i guess. but didnt get scolded. yay? hahahas. kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're looking out for me you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through myShell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cuz you keep my feet on the ground
Labels: fun(:
Wednesday, November 05, 2008, 9:34 PM
todae was so pathetic laa. less than 20 ppl came todae. cos de rest either pon sch or have o level mt paper. -___- despite tht , still have lesson. aiyoo -______- then blah blah blah , was crapping wif shi chuan n sarah during de 4 periods of maths. hahhs. entertainment mahh. hahahs. then had break , malay , was given back last wk's works - de letter writing thingy. got 13/20. standard mark. aft tht was chem , did de wksht , anyhow do. hahahs. no mood to do mahh. then blah blah , sch ended. weee ? haha. *bio spa tmr! O.o
kay la till here then ,
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: bioL spa
Monday, November 03, 2008, 9:45 PM
*sighh*ok , as usual , went to sch. had bio , chem , malay then maths. was ok laa. then blah blah , sch ended. went home. wanted to sleep but cnt , had to entertain my lil'niece. if not , she will keep bugging me. -__- didnt knw what came over me just now. suddenly so hardwerking , go finish up alan tan's overdued maths hmwk. O.o and and ,, evrytym i get a maths qn correct , i feel happy. -_____- wow? silly me.
blah blah , then helped my mom in de kitchen. ;D helped make this kueh keria thingy(?). then mashed de thingy while putting some in my mouth. haha. mom said "weii , keledek dgn tepong mentah pon kao bedal?" hahahs. aft tht , shaped de thingy like doughnut shapes. but mine was cacat laa. =X then blah blah , she fry de thingy , then i eat lorhh. ;D
now left wif malay hmwk to finish up. current mood : LAZY. hahhas.
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
I don't need three wishes
Oh I just need one
For us to never be finished
For us to never be numb
When they say it's over
We'll just say I love you
And when they say it's finished
We'll just keep on building.
Labels: missumanymany=(
Friday, October 31, 2008, 10:33 PM
had sch todae. frm 8-1230. had maths first. then blah blah blah , suddelny he wrote de holidae assignment - which is frm de 4b txbk. -.- we havent even buy de bk , hw to do seii. wtfh. maths maths maths .. -__-then blah blah blah , had chem , break then malay. was given another wksht. -.- evry lesson , new wksht. no more honeymoon , die die must study. = thats wad cekgu fadilah said -__- aiyooyooo.
aft that was comb humans , then sch ended. finally. this holidae , feels like tym is moving very de damn slow seii. -_________-
blahblahblah , went home wif izra. accompanied her to buy fries. aft buying, went home. was hungry , so ate some of her fries. was halfway eating then suddenly rmmbered , "eh alamak , lupe nk bace doa mkn. =X" izra said " eh . a'ah laa =X".
hahahs, dh dpt makanan , sume lupe. hahahhas.
kay la till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
I said this world, this world.
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
Cuz' you are like a dream
For every night I see you there,
And I swear you are the answer
You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel. (:
Labels: haha.
Monday, October 27, 2008, 12:54 PM
to whom it may concern :
Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's
Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dial.
Don't wanna hear your messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear boy it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
Labels: just get over it asshole
Saturday, October 25, 2008, 8:18 PM
i'll try to make dis a short post(:well , spent de whole dae at grandmum's hse todae. long tym nv visit her mahh. bought breakfast, reached there at arnd 9. played de laptop till 11. hehe. then went to jurong east , bought stuffs that was made frm durian. bought durian , durian puffs , durian crepes. came bck then had lunch. then bla bla blah , went to chinese garden wif my aunt and her fren. intended to accompany my aunt and her fren practice their roller blading skills , but in de end , it was them who accompanied me and lil'sis play de roller blades. was rolling arnd de place laa , then lil'sis challenged me for a race. so i agreed to it. i was halfway winning de race then sudddenly i lost balance and fell flat on my left butt. was lying on d floor n didnt move for several seconds. all i could hear was lil'sis evil laughter. dammit laa. paiseh siol. aft tht , stood up and then continue de course. went home at arnd 6++.
then blah blah , slacked for a while thenn went home at arnd 8++.
kay laa till here then,
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: left butt hurts.
Monday, October 20, 2008, 10:21 PM
no sch todae. promotion day. so , went out wif 36 laa. to be specific , only half of de klas. -.- haissshhh. planned to watch movie. some of them wanted to watch 20th century boys but then , disagree. so chose another movie. crystal chose eagle eye , eventhough we had no clue what de movie was abt. but i knw it has sumting got to do wif guns laa =X hahahs. at first we strongly disagree abt de movie , cause it doesnt seem interesting to us. in the end , we agreed to it. de movie ended at abt 4++ but de movie was nt tht bad after all. (: thnks to crystal who chose this movie. hahahhs.
aft tht , as usual , sume bersepah. de other girls went shopping -.-" while de other guys went home. where's de spirit(?) so in the end , only left me, sarah, wendy, jiahui, izra, qaisurah, ilham, haziq. the same few ppl.
so went to far east plaza. walk walk. then blah blah sarah wanted to cut hair. helped her find saloon. i helped her choose "It's Hairy" but she dunwan. aft abt half an hr of choosing , she finally chose a salooon. we were delayed for abt 2 hrs seii , waiting for her to cut hair. -.- but de rest of us spent tht 2 hrs , going arnd , looking for clothes and other stuffs. wanted to buy a shirt frm 2001 but when i saw de price , aiyooo , heart pain seii. $79.90. aiyooooyoooo.
well , gotta find loads of $$$ first before going there agn huh. hahhahs. then aft sarah finished cutting her hair, we went home. took bus 190. (: reached home at arnd 8++. aft all tht fun , still have to go to sch tmr. dammit laa. no sch cnt uhh ? sheeesshhh.
kay laa , till here then.
ohh fhazz ,
i really do miss you.
Labels: imysm.
Thursday, October 16, 2008, 9:48 PM
attended sch todae , as usual. nth much happened. had 2 free periods for de start of de dae. mdm khamilia didnt come. allowed to do our own stuffs. so i played de game in jiahui's new ipod lorhh. quite fun lehh. haha. i'll get mine nxt mnth , weee. =D aft tht had ce. blah blah blah , had eng. played scrabble. -.- played wif mai , crystal , nad. quite fun laa. hahha. but evry single tym i put a werd on de board , i got cursed. -__- hahahs. too fast i guess. hahahhas. (perasan nyer) hahahhas. played for de 2nd round and nad won. hahahs.
aft tht was recess , then maths. just finished exam but still had to start my brain's engine a lil bit so it wont get too rusty. i'll be in great danger if it gets rusty. alan tan taught us am n em. haisshh. o level nxt yr , cnt flay-flay horhh.
took dwn notes. while taking dwn notes , izra became high and asked me abt some (dirty) stuffs. so , as an expert , i explained some dirty stuffs to her, to clear some of her doubts. hahahahs.
alan tan took over for de last 3 periods which was supposed to be chem and bio. had to check de exam marks.
this was what i got:
eng : b4 (at least i didnt fail =D)
malay : a1 (improved , thnks to nenek bad) hahahs.
amaths : e8 (improved , better thn mye [f9])
emaths : b4 (trying to be less careless)
bio : c5 (seriously suck at both sciences)
chem : c5 (trying to improve on tht damn calculations)
comb humans : a2 (only hope in getting an a) hahahhas.
hoping to do better nxt yr. :) one last year to freedom ?
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: the road to success is always under construction.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 10:08 PM
well , didnt blog for de past few days. nth much to write mahh. soo , had sch todae. tues , nt tht bad , cn wake up a lil bit late. had pe for de first 2 periods. played softball again. was ok laa. finally i can hit de damn ball with de bat within 2 tries only. =D hahas. aft pe was chem. got back exam papers. was pathetic. paper 1 was quite well done. (: but failed paper two. all bcos of de damn chemical calculations laa. dammit. i seriously suck at calculations. -__- shheeessshh. out of 10 marks for section c , i got 1 pathetic mark! hw wonderful! -.-"
blah blah blah.
had eng. was abt to walk bck up to class then suddenly adrian ng called me. i tot theres sumthing wrong with me - nv button shirt (what i usually do) or whateva laa. then he said "ah yaaa , hafeeza , help me carry this bag (containing his laptop n exam papers) " -_________- but why me?? O.o so , i took it and carried de thing , somehow carrying it over my shoulder. then he added "hafeeza , this is a bag ahh , not a weightlifting thing ahh." -.- i am nt tht dumb laa. then i said , "ahh ya ya cher , i knw i knw laa."
got bck de papers - my eng paper 1 was done way much better thn paper 2. =DD hahahs. shooked hands wif adrian ng. -.-
blah blah blah. got back malay paper. was okok laa. and as usual , my paper 2 was way better than paper 1. i suck at compo. dont knw hw to create my own story =X *kalao si badariah ajar , leh dpt a1 , tapi kalao cekgu fadilah ajar , dpt c6 siol. apehal seii??
ruz:ehh asl last yr ngn cikgu fadilah markah kitorg tk bgos ahh ?
me:tahh. dgn nenek ni mcm ade smangat la plk. tapi kalao cekgu fadilah ajar kitorg nxt yr rabaak seii.
ruz:tu psl ahh. o level seii.
me:alahh , snang. nxt yr amek tuition nk nenek ahh. F.O.C nye. at least ade harapan nk dpt a perh.
ruz,hazi,izra:hahahhahs.
then ended sch.
blah blah blah.
*mcm yeryer jek nk ade meeting la hape la. dhhtu last2 lepak bwh blok. per daa. hahahhs. =PP
okay jgk ler tuhh. hahahs.
kay laa , till here then,
bed here i come. =)
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:<33
Labels: ohh wow ?
Wednesday, October 08, 2008, 7:58 PM
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Labels: imysm.
Sunday, October 05, 2008, 8:33 PM
yesterday :went jalan raye ystrdae. wif grandmum , granddad , aunts , cuzzzin , mom , dad , lil'sis. started at arnd 3 and ended till 12am. reach hse , bedal kueh , yg kalao ade laok tu , ku bedal jgk , smpai tambah 2 kali. cm tk bersalah gituk. =D hahahhs.
de climax of de dae was tht , my aunt's car brokedwn. -.- naseb baek da park kerete baru die klua asap. cekik darah butol. ade kerete tk tau check , sume tk tau , ape yg die tau pon aku tk tau. -____-
blah blah blah , aft going to de nxt hse , had to stop at caltex at stevens. waited for abg bo to check de damn car. was stuck there for abt 1.5 hrs i think. up sei darah. dh la org ni pi rumah makcik , mkn ayam kfc yg panas , sumenye tk dpt. janji smpai kol 8 , dhtu smpai kol 10. smpai sejok ayam tuhh. =( per seii.
reached de last destination , then bedal de drumstick ah , sejok2 pon ku bedal jgk, hahahs. buat susah jek die belikn panas2. eat eat , tok tok , then went off at 11++. reached home , straightaway k.o-ed. smpai tk sempat nk mandi. hehhe.
today:
woke up early todae, had to go to pusara aman , pusara abadi laa. (duno which one is which) =X. went wif mama , lil'sis , kak rina n her bf , abg bo wif his gf. reached there at arnd 9++. pukol 9 jek dh ramai org seii. bought flowers , bla bla bla , find de kubor ahh.
visited 10 kuborS laa. hahas. boleh sesat sei carik tu kubor. tsk3. lil'sis was de flower girl , i was de water girl. amaciam ? hahahs. lil'sis was de clown of de dae laa. org pi kubor bace alfatehah , surah yasin , ade ke patot die pi nyanyi lagu low ? tebiat kepe ? then kak darleen was laughing her ass off la watching her bengap-ness. abeh asl jalan jek , mesti langgar batu. punye la clumsy. -.-
abeh kitorang mau kemas tu kubor , beh ade satu pakcik nie ahh , dok bersihkn tu kubor jgk. tk jaoh ahh. dhtu die dok trtonggeng-tonggeng ngn binik dier , dhtu die pi buang angin punye la kuat. 2 kali plak tuhh. sume dgr laa die kentot. abeh ape lagi , me , kak rina , mama , lil'sis ketawe trbahak2 laa. ketawe smpai trnanges2 seii. pakcik2 , kalao nk buang angin tuu , turonkn la dulu volume dier siket. punye la tk sopan. abeh binik die nmpk kite ketawe kn dier , beh nk jeling ahh. laki die yg kentot , nk marah kite plk.
abeh ade lagi satu makcik ni ahh , aleh2 die stop dpan kete kitorang , dhtu pi korek pantat dier , punye la tk censored. sluar dalam terselit kot. huahuahua. kitorang sume dh terbahak2 ketawe seii. org pi kubor , serious , ni pi kubor , dok ketawe2. boleh eh gituk. then blah blah , finished evrything at abt 12 noon. reached home , straightaway pengsan till 5pm =D . penat gile dok , menjelajah tanah perkuburan islam. gagagags.
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Labels: hahahas.
Thursday, October 02, 2008, 9:58 PM
had to attend sch todae. -.- whatever laa.came to sch wif izra. reached sch then the first thing we did was to go dwn to de canteen , go buy food. hahahahs. hungry seii. met sarah otw to canteen. then she accompanied us lorhh.
had hist for de first 2 periods. then ce , eng (which was taken over by alan tan) -.-"
had recess =D at last cn eat. hahhas. aft tht was maths again. then had chem then bio.
bio was okok laaa. mdm aishah said we could do our own "revision" which we obviouslt did not. hahahs. talked crap wif ailin , jeshua , charmaine , ilham while watching izra n wendy laughing their heads off. didnt knw wad they were laughing abt laa.
found out tht i failed my bioL section B -.-" hw pathetic laa. failed by 1.5 marks onli. -_______-
then blah blahh , left wif de last period mahh , izra came to me , and sat on my lap. aft she sat , she started moving up and down and making funny strange noises. =D hahhas. a few of them saw what she was doing laa. after a while, it was my turn. then i said , "dont see laa , this is R.A , turn around." hahahs.
then jeshua said something like this , "this shows tht not only boys are horny.." which is true laa. not all girls are innocent. hahahs. then , bio ended , went home wif izra.
was laughing our heads off laa , bcos of her stoopid jokess. some of de unitians were staring at us seii, hahahhs. buat muke selambe dh laa. hahas.
then reached home aft tht long and good laugh. =)
haha,
kay laa till here then.
emaths here i come. -__-
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008, 7:25 PM
slamat hari raye to all de muslims. =)
well , woke up early todae. first thing , bathe then went down go buy bubble tea. long tym nv drink mahh. ordered orea chocolate wif mini pearl but then de damn aunty gave me oreo chocolate wif mini pearl without de oreo. -__- buat lawak kepe? pagi raye seii buat org cm gini , up sei darah.
then changed to baju kebaye lorhh. mine was white , took pic wif mama. then lil sis sae , "org tu amek gmbr mcm malaikat la plk. puteh jekk." ahahhas. then blah blah went out at arnd 10.45am. went to grandmum hse (father's side) first.
hate going there. seriously. so biased seii. we came then she said "self service". aft tht , my other cousins came , then she asked mom to serve them. klakar kepe? org dtg tk lyan , org laen dtg bleh layan. up sial darah. then , slacked wif my cuzzin. felt so awkward seii , =X , brtahon2 tk bebual, ni dis yr baru bebual. ape lagi , bual ahh. hahhas.
went off at arnd 1+. headed to my beloved grandmom's hse (mama's side) =D. dtg jek , tros bedal mknan uhh. tkyah jempot pon tkpe. hahahas. slacked there till nite since we ony went to 2 houses. slack slack but then still can collect money seii. hahahs. this is what we call strategy, hahahas.
then went home lorhh , at arnd 9-10+. cant sleepover cos got sch tmr. -.- then on fri have emaths p1. haiissshhhh. cm tkde raye gituk. asal raye jek , igt exam. asl igt exam jek, raye. per daa. hahahhas.
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz.(:
well , woke up early todae. first thing , bathe then went down go buy bubble tea. long tym nv drink mahh. ordered orea chocolate wif mini pearl but then de damn aunty gave me oreo chocolate wif mini pearl without de oreo. -__- buat lawak kepe? pagi raye seii buat org cm gini , up sei darah.
then changed to baju kebaye lorhh. mine was white , took pic wif mama. then lil sis sae , "org tu amek gmbr mcm malaikat la plk. puteh jekk." ahahhas. then blah blah went out at arnd 10.45am. went to grandmum hse (father's side) first.
hate going there. seriously. so biased seii. we came then she said "self service". aft tht , my other cousins came , then she asked mom to serve them. klakar kepe? org dtg tk lyan , org laen dtg bleh layan. up sial darah. then , slacked wif my cuzzin. felt so awkward seii , =X , brtahon2 tk bebual, ni dis yr baru bebual. ape lagi , bual ahh. hahhas.
went off at arnd 1+. headed to my beloved grandmom's hse (mama's side) =D. dtg jek , tros bedal mknan uhh. tkyah jempot pon tkpe. hahahas. slacked there till nite since we ony went to 2 houses. slack slack but then still can collect money seii. hahahs. this is what we call strategy, hahahas.
then went home lorhh , at arnd 9-10+. cant sleepover cos got sch tmr. -.- then on fri have emaths p1. haiissshhhh. cm tkde raye gituk. asal raye jek , igt exam. asl igt exam jek, raye. per daa. hahahhas.
kay laa , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz.(:
amaciam ? =)
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Saturday, September 27, 2008, 10:22 PM
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Thursday, September 25, 2008, 8:35 PM
1 down .8 more papers to go.
JY feeza !!
persevere !!
=D
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 7:49 PM
wednesdae. =)hahhas.
well , was caught in de heavy rain this morn. purposely didnt want to use umbrella. haha. once in a while , play in de rain can ryt ? huahuahua.
was damn wet when i reached sch laa. and and .. i was dumb enough to bring chem txbk eventhough todae no chem. -.-" whole uniform was wet seii and it was freezing cold.
had maths then malay , malay lesson was fun. me and izra were like laughing freaks. crapped , laughed , crapped , laughed while nenek bad was busy talking abt de malay paper. =D mcm tk bersalah gituk. hahahs.
aft tht , was recess , maths agn , eng and bio. normal lesson uhh.
aft tht , went home wif izra. crapped agn all de way home. we were criticizing each other's hair during sec 1. hahahas. rambot belah tengah dulu pon ade jgk org yg trpikat eh? hahahhas. mate keroh kot. hahhahas. =P
kay laa , till here then , feeza wan go study. =)
need anth , just beep me aites.
will be mugging all night. (as if i can, huahuahua)
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
*for eternity.
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Monday, September 22, 2008, 7:57 PM
haha. =Ddidnt do much todae. had lessons as usual. was given LOADS of past year exam papers to do. -.- thanks to alan tan. shhiishh. dunno hw to finish those stack of papers. -__-
kdg2 tu cm menyampah jek tgk muke dier , tapi kdg2 tu kesian jgk.. saket2 pon maseh dtg skola , ajar kitorang. tapi dh mcm gitu pon , tkd org yg menghargai "pengorbanan dier ". haha. cm paham jek aku nie. =X
apart frm that , was given bio & chem test paper oso. *sigh* so many things to do , so little time. uuurrgghh!! haiyaa , whatever it is ,
DIE DIE MUST STUDY!! =)
this is just e.y.e , havent o level yet. haissshhh. tsk3.
c'mon feeza! jy! jy! study hard , and faster get de exams over n done with. =D
kay laa , till here then , got LOADS of exam paper to do.
feezaLOVESfhaaz(:
Just like the moon
I'll step beside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
Ya deserve all the props
You're everything I'm not
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
On every promise given
Making vows to please her man
Labels: focus la feeza oi
Saturday, September 20, 2008, 10:04 PM
well , woke up late todae. woke up at 11++. was tired lurhh, bkannyer buat pape , tu pon ngntok, haha. then , went dwn go buy newspaper , and and .. dhtu cm tk bersalah gituk beli bubbletea. huahuahua. then , intended to study de whole day. but but , had to postpone it to tmr. -.- last min plan , go bugis buy clothes. no other choice mahh , so had to follow lorrhh.
then go jalan2 , buy clothes , then jalan2 , go buy food, then jalan2 till 5 then go home. my dad cnt tahan oredi. hahah. ader siket WEAK. hahahas.
then went home lorhh.
kay laa , till here then ,
stay with me
dont let me go cause i can't be without you
just stay with me
and hold me close because
i built my world around you.
and i don't wanna know
what it's like without you.
stay with me
just stay with me.
Thursday, September 18, 2008, 8:43 PM
todae was okok larhh. (:but but .. early in the morn got HORNed seii. by cekgu fadilahh. buat suspended jekk seii. org punye la ngntok jln pi skola, tros kene horn , terkejot skjap seii. igtkn sape jek tkd keje pi horn org. hahhas.
then , had hist for de first period then ce , but alan tan didnt come. -.- aft tht was eng , did de mock test. whatever laa. aft recess , had 2 free periods cos alan didnt come mahh. studied like hell for de bioL spa. then suddenly mdm aishah came and said , "todae is not de real spa. its just a fake one."
alamakk , darah punye la up. tertonggeng2 org blaja, dhtu tkd spa.
-_____-
then , went dwn to de pract lab , did de fake spa lorhh. had a diff tym cutting de damn potato strips. -.-" ni kes tk tlg mak kt dapor uh nie. huahuahua. den blah blahh blahh. finished evrything at arnd 2.15pm lorhh.
baru fake spa , blm spa btol. kalao spa btol , trkial2 kot, hahah.
then blah blah blah , went home. (:
kay la , till here then .
feezaLOVESfhaaz. (:
**this is a random joke.
Lecturer - "children in the dark makes mistakes.".. give me the opposite to this sentence.
Student - "Mistakes in the dark makes children".
=P
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008, 8:02 PM
hhmm. didnt do much todae. had pe todae. played softball. (: hahahs. was fun lurhh. we practiced our "batting" (whatever it is). onli 3 out of de many tries were considered as a good hit. haha. there was this time , when i hit de ball , it flew and landed hard on hazi's right ankle. =X so sorrie bout tht. ahhahas. xD then we played for de whole of 2 periods lorhh.
aft tht , had chem , then recess , eng then malay.
didnt do much larhh. like normal sch days.
went home , intended to study n start my brain's engine, but but .. i ended up sleeping till 5pm. -__- shiiishh. what to do ? hahah.
kay laa , till here then , want to do some studyying. (:
feezaLOVESfhaaz. (:
my lil' sis's & her frens' creation. =D
S: solat lah selalu.
E: eratkn hubungan.
K: kurangkan maksiat.
S: selalu lah beribadah.
xD
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Sunday, September 14, 2008, 3:54 PM
ku merindu
merindu cinta yang tulus
dari hatimu
selalu ku impikan hidup bersamamu
kukan selalu menanti balasan cintamu
ku berjanji
berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku
agar kau dapat menerima cintaku
ku selalu merindu cintamu
yg selalu ada di jiwaku.. (:
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Thursday, September 11, 2008, 8:07 PM
had ss for de first 2 periods of de dae. had ss essay practice. was given 23 mins to finish one essay. its so diff to do wwit under pressure. haha. points berteraboh. hahha. aft tht , had ce but alan tan didnt come. free period laa. (: then had eng , borrrowed bks frm de damn pathetic "library" at de foyer. aft tht was recess then maths. 2 free periods agn lorhh. read de story book halfway then fell to sleep. -__- was so damn tired. then , wendy and ailin saw me sleeping , then ailin took my pic. hahah. she said i sleep got style one. huahuahua. aft tht , had chem then bio SPA practice. cut poato strips onli. but i took a very long tym to cut one pathetic strip. -.- i was so dumb. aft cutting , since i had nth to do , i played with de pencil knife. and and , i accidentally pressed de rusty blade then cut myself lorhhh. -.- luckily wendy had plaster. hahha.
*
aft bio pract was the bio life science werkshop. abt de Early & Modern Biotechnology. then we had to discuss who get what role ;
Leader : hafeeza. (:
Journal Keeper 1: jiahui.
Journal Keeper 2: sarah.
Resource Manager 1: izra.
Resource Manager 2: wendy.
lame thing laa. was boring. but since me n wendy had nth better to do , we took pics during de werkshop. took pics of de products of de experiments and of cos pics of ourselves. hahha. then blah blah blah , ended de whole thing at arnd 5.45pm. they release us 15 mins late. hmphh. -.-" then went home wif izra. =D
kay la , till here then.
feezaLOVESfhaaz. (:
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008, 5:18 PM
had chem SPA todae. -__- haiyooo. was suay enough to have mr yew /yu (whatever he's called) as our tcher. de titration part was easy , but i forgot to take out de filter funnel before titating for de 2nd titration. -.- then summore he was standing beside me! uurrgghh!! de worst part was de calculation part laa. suddenly ask about basicity of acid. haisshh. -__- then , had no choice , asl boleh hentam lerr. hahahs.dh la gue blaja itu calculations smpai tertonggeng-tonggeng , last last , fail jugak. haiishh , ape la naseb.D:
then had eng n malay. malay was fun lurhh. i guesss. O.o supposed to have a malay test todae but we debate debate and postponed it to fri. sume sengaje tknk amek test. =P huahuahua. and and .. was supposed to pass up holidae hmwk. sengaje tk buat , blaja chem punye pasal. then purposely make up reasons laa , this laa that laa. but then she believed us. =D she gave us until tmr to pass up de hmwk. nenek gue mahh , boleh negotiate nyer. =) hahahs.
then , sch ended. was screaming in klas , want to take bck izra's hp frm shi chuan. shout shout like wad seii. but then , didnt notice tht 37 n 38 was still having class seii. paiseh paiseh. =X then went home lorhh. (:
kays la , till here then , got some other stuffs to do.
feezaLOVESfhaaz.(:
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